come on over 2012!

Saturday, 31 December 2011


everyone in facebook keep on posting
advising their friends don't go to toilet 11:59,because they might get out next year
it's a very creative post.

2011 it's going end.
i walkthrough my SPM forever,that will never turn back anymore
i regret for never appreciate the last year at school with friends
i regret for never try my best to score the marks in exam
there's lot of things i really regret.

therefore,i do feel thankful to my family,teacher,and friends
they accompany me to walkthrough 2011,they gave me lots of couragement

i made lot of new friends recently,but it's so bad that
i dont know how to communicate with them.i'm trying to learn their language
i'm so afraid that they might don't like me.
i have very poor communicate skill.><
so i hope 2012 i can improve my communicate skill better.><

2012,a title of a movie
the end of the world?everyone predicted 2012.
but still we celebrating for the new coming year
maybe it's not going end of the world,but is the brand new world

2012,olympic in london!


i wish i have to chance to watch live!
i love london!


i'm going to nasional service soon
it's gonna be fun there~
don't be sad for going that cause we can't change the fact
just face it positive

hey,look at there M16!XD
that's make me crazy about it
everyday are full with activities,gonna gain lots of experience

i don't know what is my plan in 2012
i just know that i have work harder in this year

so,come on 2012!




what's going on?

Thursday, 22 December 2011

after SPM,everyone busy finding a job
our moumou group had planned to work together
but i dont know why everyone get theirs own
and seperated.

i decided work as clerk with my daddy
hahahaha,
going gain a lot weight...

i think i would start my job on january
now i got 3 jobs offered.
all are kindergarden teachers

hey! izzit i am loving?
to teach kids?please kill me

i don't have patience when kids are crying
i think i would throw them out of the house if they started cry non-stop

i'm not smart in teaching
even i teach friends simple things,i would make it into very complicated
cause i like make some example which made people confused

sorry friends that offered me the jobs.
heehee.
i'm hot tempered
i worried that the kids would scare me

i like to fooling around,i don't like to be serious
i don't like people scare me.
and..

i can't repeat same things for several time,i would mad on it
i can't make it
i cant be a good teacher i think.


sorry.







fishyy open house

i changed into new phone for temporary
i think..

suddenly fishhy invited me to her house
and when i asked her who are you
she replied me ,YING

i got 3 friends which got Ying behind
yingying,yuying,xinying
how i gonna know ?

she just tell me the address,then i know it
i must be there,cause just infront of my house
she's in same taman with me!

i wants to play badminton badly,i think she would play with me
haha
she invited my mou mou,but just 3 of us attend her open house party
jiawen,lin en,and me

our little ann,she went to jitra 
it's too bad!

i'm so so so shy to go in there
she come and bring me in
ar...paiseh

tortoise and lin en 
wear skirt,
i don't have skirt 
it's too bad right?hhahaha


lin en very funny,she stand infront of the house
and ask yuying,
izzit your new house?
of course!
but we decided to lie her this is old house and bla bla bla
to make her blurrr

yuying wear so nice in that day~
pinkyyy girl

she is really pink
not only pink in dress,pink cellphone 
and even the wall paper in the phone also pink

tortoise always the last....

and the..
i made a little girl cry 
felt so guilty to her,jenny i think.

she's just 7 years old naughty girl
her favourite is open the door and close it 
hahaha,they are playing hide and seek i think

she scare of ghost story,i just simply
make a fake story
and sudennly she become quiet..
then wuu...omg
she cried.

sorry jenny :P


turning into panda

it's become my routine
sleep at 3am wake up 7am
almost everyday
 
i ever imagine that i would sleep whole day after SPM
but after spm,i dont get enough sleep

omg,look at the eye bag below my small small eyes
it's getting larger and larger
soon,you would able to see my eyes bag only
no eyes anymore!

i trying my best to learn japanese language
so so so hard to me
i still unable to read their words yet
still cant remember a i u e o..
i thought japanese language should be easier than korean
maybe i over interested with korea,hahaha
korean words are much better than japanese words
cause they don't have much words to remember
very easy!

but i will still continue it learning,nothing is impossible

27th december is the day that we shall meet up japanese interactors
i'm so excited,i'm getting new friends
me and mou mou going to dance joget in malaysia night which fall in 26th december
teaching them too,the best way to get friends
maybe they are not as good as we imagine,
my cousin share her experience with me about that japanese visited their school
she said that they have a really bad behavior
i just wish that we don't meet up these guys/girls
 
 after Japanese night 27th dec
we will straight go to ann's new house
omg,excited 
the first time overnight at friends house
it just like a dream!!
just please please please don't cancel! 




P holder!

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

it needs alot of luck to get good JPJ pengajar
and today i really lucky enough

he tried to relax me by keep on talking with me
while i'm driving ON THE ROAD

i had mati engine for twice i think
he tought me instead of commenting on me

i'm really glad to met him on my jpj test
he gave me 17/20 ,
i passed

he have a looks like chinese
as i know he got chinese girlfriend and he is malay
he asked me to speak in chinese 
cause he wanted to learn 
hahaha

and i'm the only chinese girl in the jpj test


anyway,i'm P holder RIGHT NOW!

that makes me excited

is super big news for me
i cant believe it i passed JPJ Test

thanks lot sir,for giving me passed the road XD
hahaha
i really lack of confident on the road
especially 2nd road
it's so damn hard for me,
i have to change from gear 4 to gear 2 
then change here and there
he taught me all the way,and he gave me passed

finish my jpj i thought i can go home straightly
but,.the van just went out
i have to wait from 1 o'clock until 4 o'clock

i still survive without drinking or eating for almost 10hours
i met new friends who from bahiyah 
we talks lot almost everything
it's really glad to meet them

beside,i met others chinese friends that took 6hours teori and practical
the 1st time i went back with the van full with chinese

the van is just like our car
we laughing,chatting with a loud voices

thanks to the driver
he is very kind ,
he let me down infront of my mum shop
others driver they will let me down on another places,
i have to walk to mum's shop


i can sleep for whole day long finally!
thanks JPJ!

아!!어떻게요?

Monday, 12 December 2011

oh my god
my jpj test tomorrow
i'm sooo nervous
ar...
i don't know what should i do..
 
i felt everything was undone
i know i need to relax but i just can't do it
oh my god

my daddy keep on telling
no big deal if i failed
but i don't know why i'm still so nervous on it

i'm just feel like..
i had forgotten everything

today just went there for the last practise
i feel like i had done the worst performance ever ever in the practise
everything stuck together and blanked my mind

oh my god 
oh my god!

sandy fighting!!!

i really don't know what should i do tomorrow

god bless me!


Saturday, 10 December 2011

09.12.2012
it's yunho & changmin shanghai fan meeting
it's having a happy ending
i'm YJ fans,and there have happened nothing about arguement,fighting
they support their idols by their ways,they supported them peacefully

i really happy when i know about this
Jaejoong reached shanghai yesterday too
there have some rumors about jaejoong went to yunho &changmin fan meeting
which at line 17,he had bought the whole line ticket
until now no ones know the truth yet
also have some about jaejoong was infront of yunho & changmin hotel
perhaps they stayed together?
i do wish they meet up,maybe there would be some good news in 2012

2012 tvxq contract ended ^^

okay , today was jaejoong personal fan meeting
but happened something realy make people down

the fight on the event
Only jaejoong fans slapped YJ fans
they fighting,because of they dont like for YJ fans shoutiing YUNHO
jaejoong have lots of fans bringing green light instead of red
he asked why it's greend not red?
perhaps he wish for red?
red light/sea was cassiopeia sign for tvxq

some fans tear down YJ photo
they slapped,fight,hit,quarrel
why everything of this happened on jaejoong fans meeting
maybe they angry but they don't think about jaejoong's feeling
even we support YJ maybe they are fake or real
we still love them,we don't fight for this non-sense
in tvxq chat room there would be anti-XXX
but in YJ chatroom there have nothing about anti
only about sweet moment
everyone in YJ chatroom are like sisters brothers
living harmony

why happened this?
just because of the fans.

i cried when i know this news , i felt only Jaejoong fans was selfish
everyone do have their own idol,and no ones have right to change it
don't try to change people favourites idol.
maybe the idols we love something different but he still our idols



Bbye Smk Convent

Wednesday, 7 December 2011

finally spm is over
it's very happy 
no more 6am wake up and rush to school
no more homeworks like mountain on the table
no more revision books increase slowly
no more rush to tuition everyday

no more and no need

but at least it just like our routine
i like the moment when i went to school and play with Mou
i like to asking lots question when i feel boring
i like eat as fast as possible  at behind while teacher is teaching
i like to talk with friends by using books to cover 
i like to sleep and act it like i was studying

omg 5 years
when i was form 1,i telling myself omg still long way to go
i gonna survive here for so long,it's killing
but when i was form 5,i started to appreciate the time that i still student

now everything's gone
i can't meet my friends everyday to chit chat everything

now just the 1st day of freedom 
( this is what everyone called)
i kinda bored...
i feel like living without any target?

now what i can do is..
continue learning deeper and deeper korea language
try to step in japanese language
sleep as much as i can
on diet 
( i ate lots before spm)
get car license
.....
no more?..
maybe 2 or 3 weeks later i will start work 


what a sweet time right now

seriously,i open up newspaper and see the advertisement of college
i started headache ,i don't know what subject should i take
parents keep saying it's too early worry these things because exam just over
i have to worry for 3 months.so don't be silly
enjoy the sweet time you got right now..
=.=




如果..

Thursday, 24 November 2011

一个人只有一个心脏,却有两个心房。
一个住着快乐;一个住着悲伤。
不要笑得太大声,不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。
如果这是真的,那我只能说
在外或许我笑得太大声了,吵醒了旁边的悲伤
尽管是那么相信东方神起,但回到家里还是会盖着被子哭了起来 
过于爱恋一个偶像团体很痛苦啊, 尤其是分开旅行
每天回到家里第一个就是上网看最新消息
看了就流泪了,心抽着抽着
...
我相信却又矛盾..
快2012了,应该会停止一切的分开旅行了吧
一切的痛苦都要结束了呢
快要开始新的一年了
看见JYJ被禁足在韩国,比他们更着急
为他们心疼啊,那么有才华的明星
却被封了..
不过因为这样他们都变成了国际明星呀,韩国SM很不好惹
话说不可干涉JYJ,暗地里在阻挡
但因为这样,JYJ让仙后感受到JYJ是多么注重先后的
因为答应了,所以尽管多么困难的阻碍他们都为了仙后一一解决了
 ...
JYJ 会成功的
因为他们的有的是才华
因为他们尽心尽力的为歌迷
因为他们真的放进心思
因为他们愿意把他们的真是心情投入进歌曲里了
因为他们要让歌迷知道他们是多么爱仙后
...
如果知道大笑后看见东方神起就哭,我情愿不笑
http://you.video.sina.com.cn:8080/api/sinawebApi/outplayrefer.php/vid=27850299_1568675700_a0K3SXc8DDXK+l1lHz2stqkP7KQNt6nkjGy8vVWhIg5ZQ0/XM5GbZdUC4CvfCdkEqDhARp83cP4k3hQ/s.swf
他们在分开旅行前的最后演唱..
stand by you
 

She

Saturday, 12 November 2011

SHE

눈감아도 보여요
睁只眼闭只眼还是可以看到
멀리 있어도 알아요
离得很远还是可以知晓
그녀가 얼마나 예쁜 사람인 건지
她是多么美丽的人

손도 못 대겠는 걸요
连手都不敢去触碰
깨져 버릴 것 같아요
好像清醒不过来
그녀가 얼마나 여린 사람인 건지
她是多么稚嫩的人

사람들 속에서 웃고 있는
在人群中微笑着的
저 천사는 나의 그녀죠
我的天使就是她

아이같이 자랑스러워요
如孩童般的骄傲
바보 같은 표정 돼버려요
看上去笨笨的表情
제발 내게만 웃어요
拜托你 只能对我笑

oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

당신의 끝이고 싶은걸요
想听到你美妙的声音
그 곳만이 천국인 걸요
那个唯一的被称为天国的地方

세상 하나 뿐인
世界上唯一的
oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

자존심이 강한 사람
自尊心强的人
절대 울지 않는 사람
绝对不会哭的人
그녀는 얼마나 독한 사람인 건지
她是个多么毒的人

유치한 내 장난에도
我开幼稚的玩笑时
매번 즐거워하지만
虽然每次都很开心
그것이 진심인지 모를 때도 있어요
但是却不知是不是发自内心

알면 알수록 모르겠어
越来越不了解
저 사람이 나의 그녀죠
那个人就是我的她吗

아이같이 자랑스러워요
如孩童般的骄傲
바보 같은 표정 돼버려요
看上去笨笨的表情
제발 내게만 웃어요
拜托你 只能对我笑

oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

당신의 끝이고 싶은걸요
想听到你美妙的声音
그 곳만이 천국인 걸요
那个唯一的被称为天国的地方

세상 하나 뿐인
世界上唯一的
oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

난그녀를 알아요 Baby
我懂她 baby
나 뿐이죠
只有我吧
사랑하는 사람만 알 수 있죠
只有爱她的人才能理解吧
그녀의 눈물까지
甚至是她的眼泪

아이같이 자랑스러워요
如孩童般的骄傲
바보 같은 표정 돼버려요
看上去笨笨的表情
제발 내게만 웃어요
拜托你 只能对我笑

oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

당신의 끝이고 싶은걸요
想听到你美妙的声音
그 곳만이 천국인 걸요
那个唯一的被称为天国的地方
세상 하나 뿐인
世界上唯一的

oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

SHE SHE
SHE SHE

last day being convent's student

Thursday, 10 November 2011

it's kinda happy for i got lot of freedom after all

today was the last day for being convent's student
LAST DAY!
i will never again as convent's student anymore
i'm not anymore
it's really sad

although,when we're in school
we like to said i hate this school,i wanted to leave it as soon as possible
but when it comes,it makes me so hard to leave it
when i turn back and see the school
i can see every moment that we played at school 
our shadows there

we know each other because we are fated to meet at this school
we became best friends because we share everything through this school
we met for almost everyday,it makes us getting closer and closer

words cant describe my feeling anymore
it's so complicated?er i think so
i don't know how to say it.

i thanks to everyone for being my friends for this 4 years
i thanks to my friends for holding my weakness for so long

maybe we are not best friends but at least we will lend our hand to friends when we need help
by the way 
i really appreciate it to have the friends like you all
erm.
to everyone 

you guys make me believe friendship will stay forever
i'm afraid to see us become stranger 
and i don't wish it.
i don't even imagine it

all i know is 
thank you friends!

moumou ar,i think we know each other better right ?
we heart talk for almost 3 hours i think
after recess,we started until finish school
hmm
we don't actually cry la,just drop a few tears 
we shared everything today
EVERYTHING 
we told each other about our problem

i do really thinks that we are like sisters instead of best friends
we have lots of topics that it will never end i think
everytime we met,we got something to talk
but i don't know what it is

there's lots words want to you all 
but i don't know how to say it
i guess,we knew it right?

good luck guys! all the best!

hey ya!
keep the faith!
(actually this is cassiopeia said to tvxq!)
i m really obssesed with them right now
hohohoo

Oh my god..

Monday, 7 November 2011

examination nearer and nearer 
i try to study,but i don't know why
it cant concentrate at all

i know this examination very important in my life
the result decide my future
i knew it very well
i just cant concentrate at all

i keep on telling myself no more everything
only SPM now
but turn around i'm still looking the news about tvxq

what the hell i thinking?

i'm so nervous 
everytime i try to study 
the problem comes,i don't know what should i study
i know there's lot things i need to study
but i don't which should i read first

what should i do right now?
left only 7days..
a week only
then i'm sitting in the hall facing BM examination
the most important subject!
i MUST pass it!..........

hwaiting! sandy....

W

Thursday, 3 November 2011

W
written by jaejoong,junsu,yoochun
composed by jaejoong,junsu,yoochun


在夜空中漂浮着
星群描绘出的文字
那并不是偶然
至今都依然相信着
相同的黑暗中
相同的距离里
我会一直继续描绘出W
为了让你更容易发现 
会更闪耀出光辉
keep in mind that I love you
一定
将来我们一定会再相见
闭上眼睛的时候想起了你(俩)
you're my everything
你(俩)的存在
到现在依然是肯定的
现在只是祈求你(们)是幸福的
我们(五人)面前的阶梯
(我们三人)会一步一步(为我们五个人)往上爬
我们(三人)依然一直在想象着我们(五人)的未来
(我们)在等待着(你们)
一定
将来我们一定会再相见
闭上眼睛的时候想起了你(俩)
你(俩)的存在
到现在依然是肯定的
将来直到我们能重逢为止
(我们)在守护你(俩)的位置
和你(俩)一起
一直坚信着会再一次欢笑
you're my everything
I’ll being waiting for you
就算时间流逝
不管面前还有多少痛苦在等待着我们
你(俩)永远都是
我们的骄傲
对着在夜空漂浮着的星星发牢骚
那并不是再见
至今为止依然坚信着
在同一片天空下
描绘着相同的梦想
依然在寻找着W
在依旧相同的形状下
一直都闪耀着
keep in mind that I love you
很想再重逢
一定
将来我们一定会再相见
闭上眼睛的时候想起了你(俩)
you're my everything
你(俩)的存在
到现在依然是肯定的
将来直到我们能重逢为止
(我们)在守护你(俩)的位置
和你(俩)一起
一直坚信着会再一次欢笑
 
他们的心声,他们的心意
他们全都投入在这首歌里了
 
听着听着,眼泪不受控制的流了
闭着眼睛听着这首歌,感受了他们的感情,他们的用心
还有他们的希望..
 
没有人背叛,从来都没有!
以后也不会出现,永远!
 
他们有着自己的苦衷
看不见他们的辛苦的,请安静的离开
他们的付出,你们永远都看不见
知道了他们的消息,眼眶湿了
就算是以前的,还是会情不自禁的为他们感到心痛
 
....
 
永远守护着他们5位。 

守护着你们5只

Tuesday, 1 November 2011

我不喜欢JYJ这名字
我不喜欢两个人的东方神起

因为JYJ的名字出现
让5个人的东方神起消失了..

两个人的东方神起不一样了
没有了如同往常的欢笑声
剩下的只有严肃的气氛
他们压力重重,因为
他们努力的想把5个人的气氛带出来
但他们深知他们失败了

他们不是不知道仙后的心痛
只是他们努力的掩饰
因为他们拥有很多的苦衷
不可告人的秘密

但他们并不知道
他们的强颜欢笑只会让仙后更加心疼
他们笑了,却不是真心的
他们眼眶湿了,却没让眼泪流下
因为他们很坚强
仙后看他们笑了,跟着笑了
但之后就哭了,心痛..
当5个人的时候
你们见过在中哭的照片吗?
并没有
但当他在巨蛋演唱时,他却哭了
因为8年的感情并不是那么容易就断得了的
以前留下的美好回忆,难以忘记
他们说不出他们的苦
所以他们投入了他们全部的感情在他们的歌曲里
就算不认识他们的人听了他们的歌也会感觉的他们的感情
..
我只希望5个人的东方神起会回来
我不相信人家说他们不会合体
很多人说他们就如一些东西失去了就永远失去了
不再回来
一样的,也很多仙后支持他们至今
奢望有天他们会合体
加油吧!在中,允浩,俊秀,有天,昌珉
只要不放弃,一定会在一起的




永远的东方神起

Friday, 28 October 2011

就算有天东方神起这名字已消失了..
只要他们5只还在一起,那他们就是我心中的东方神起了

我只希望5只会在一起,名字算得了什么?

两个人的东方神起,与5个人的东方神起
差异有多大你们知道吗?
两个人的东方神起再也给不了仙后以前的感觉了
因为一切已改变了
从2009年那一刻开始就变化了..

现在的允浩不再像以前那样的发自内心的笑容了,他变了
他变得连笑容都是强颜欢笑的..
就连唱着以前最让人轻松地《气球》那气氛再也不一样了
只看见他们带着沉重的气氛..
从他的面容看见的只有心痛,看不见开心了
一模一样的歌曲,却带着不同的气氛..

只要有压力,看见你们以前的MV《气球》所有的压力统统都会消失了
但现在看了只残留着心痛..

我真的好讨厌你强颜欢笑的一切

是时间的关系吗?让你们都变得成熟了许多才会带着不一样的气氛吗?

允浩很坚强,带着那么多和JYJ一起的回忆
坚持的走下去..
还好这一路来有着昌珉的陪伴..


为何有着那些伤害他们的人呢?他们其中没有人是背叛者
允浩一直都被人们误会,他带着那些指责还有更大的挑战
一步一步的往前走,然而他身边也缺了那个如兄如友如爱人的同岁人
再也没有人让他依靠了,
再也没人会让他在机场上等待..
再也没人陪他登机坐他身旁靠他肩上
再也没人扑向他的怀里了..
再也没有..
为何还有人那么残忍呢?!

看见了允浩泛红的眼眶和苦涩的微笑
有哪位仙后不心疼的呢?..
以前那爱笑的大男孩如今却只强颜欢笑
何时才会看见那爱笑天真的允浩呢?..

我看见了在中的笑容也不再像以前那样了
以前的他那种娇纵的笑容,现在却被僵硬的笑容给弥补了
他们慢慢的学会了伪装..不再流露真情..
就算在中大笑但他眼中却有着抹不去的忧伤
以前在中笑时在他的眼里看见了笑意 现在只看见伪装..
还有..
在中也慢慢变得很消瘦了,瘦到连助骨都看到很明显

如果是强颜欢笑的话,我情愿他们不笑
看见了强颜欢笑只会让人更加痛苦
要笑就笑得真诚,不是笑里却不看见笑意

5只快快回来吧!就算不再名叫东方神起
只要5只在一起就好了!


没了那名字,你们5只是仙后心里的东方神起
永远
http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMjUxMjc0Njgw.html
这视频里会看到允浩的泛红的眼眶和苦涩的微笑
唱着与以前有很大差异的气球!



oh straight quay

Wednesday, 26 October 2011

finally my parents brought me there
oh my god,i love straight quay

lots of other country restaurant
we had our lunch in jerman's restaurant

oh my my my..
the food there was awesome
it's worth for it

i don't go charlie brown

do you know paparich?
it's malaysian food

i'm malaysian but i went there too
haha,the curry mee there *thumb up*
love it love it love it!

i love straight quay!

Just the sixth post

Tuesday, 25 October 2011

oh my...
i really so inactive this month
perhaps it's nearly exam 
arrr...tension


i'm getting my L license soon!
oh my my my! i'm going to driver
i can bring myself to anywhere i want to go!
i'm so excited with it
hohoho

anothere good news here,
can you believe it?i added my idols as my friend!
oh my! he is my friend 
it really like a dream for me
and now my dreams come true ya!
i can know their latest trip and venue right now
all i can do ,just wishing them all the best
praying for them always pink in health
and good luck for everything

TVXQ & JYJ
i believe someday JYJ will attend some activities 
with tvxq
it's very hard to seperate nearly 10 years friendship
so god bless them

TVXQ deserve for 5 person,even lose one of it
it doesn't complete anymore
examination coming soon
now i'm crazy with the stering >.<
as malaysian called gila stereng
erm it like obssesed with driving

anyway
as i know JYJ are now in Spain
helding concerts there
JYJ all the best! 
fighting!
and don't forget to take care 
let's hit international!
Gambateh!




你听见了吗?(不能接受GAY的勿进!)

Sunday, 16 October 2011

JYJ,东方神起,你们听见了仙后们的心声了吗?
每一位仙后都在祈祷你们返回一个团体

每当看见或听见你们分开前的视频,都会忍不住的落泪
真的好心痛,你们是多么好的团体啊
你们的努力,仙后都看见了

看见你们失去联络了,仙后都替你们感到心痛
没有以为仙后喜欢这样的安排..
仙后们都非常明白你们的处境,毕竟那是真的很辛苦
呆在那虐待人的公司,糟蹋别人的梦想
利用别人的梦想将他人改变成赚钱的机器

阅读到了你们的新闻,真的好想哭
看见你们对记者们说很想念允浩和昌珉
很想再次与他们同一个舞台,或见面
你们已失去联络好久了

还听说了你们常常梦见他们,还有就是
有天与俊秀唱着唱着forever love唱到哭了..
可见你们的友情真的好深..

仙后每天都在希望有天看见你们5个在同一个舞台
唱着同一首歌,跳着一样的舞

 我们都明白你们并未解散,但
我们都不喜欢你们分开的,似乎慢慢地走向不同的道路
慢慢的疏远了..
请你们赶快回到东方神起好吗?..
每天一想到就心痛,每天都呆在你们所留下的回忆里..

没了你们一起的歌声,就算再美好的音乐
也变了不完美,不动听了..

对了你们应该很明白你们的绯闻吧?
关于允在的
你们都不知道,允在的仙后每天都待在哪儿等待着你们回归的消息
每天都在翻以前的照片,
我们也很坚信允在是真的,无风不起浪
为啥别的歌手的类似绯闻却红不起呢?因为多数是假的
真的好想念你们在同一个综艺节目里,做着一些以为别人不知道的小动作
真的好可爱..
允在的名声不是盖的,一天天的增加..
只希望你们能够光明正大的在一起,
就算有天你们宣布了这事情,别担心大家接受不了
因为我们都很支持呀!..

加油!

who is this?

Sunday, 9 October 2011

oh my god
who is this? little cutie puppy
do you know who is it's master?
hohoho..
it's jaejoong
he just got a new puppy
so cuteeee


hey,this is tpyhoon here
it just got a fierce appearance right?
i like husky too
tpyhoon was the gift by jaejoong to yunho
i forgot when he gave typhoon to yunho
when it still puppy,it look exactly like little panda
black & white



is it cute? it's name sung-er
jaejoong's pet again
he do got lots of pets ...
sung-er are no more puppy,but i just got it's puppy images
cause it's too cute
maybe my bubu are cuter.hohoho




another of jaejoong pet again
it's name vik,this is also puppy images
but it is a adult dogs Already!
i found out jaejoong really like white colour
including his pet!
wow! whose dogs?
Xiah!,it's name xiahky
they both having the same name
i think..junsu takes his name from the dog,hmm
of maybe he just put for his dog after him?



 the last dog i think..
i just remember the name -> HArang
it's micky yuchun pet
it is same species with yunho typhoon


err..i just like promoting tvxq dogs? nono,i think i'm introducing them to everyone
i shared it,cause it is really too cutee!

i just introducing dogs,no cat.hahaha
so it is not really detail enough...





He is just so attractive

Saturday, 8 October 2011

everytime i see them,i fall in love again & again
it's happen EVERYTIME i watch their movie

especially Jaejoong
i don't know why,he could just easily get my attention
i just so like him.he has a girlish look,exactly
when you see him with long curl hair,you'll understand
he got another look too,with short hair
he is so man but not as man as yunho do
he got his style which is the only one





once i thought i don't like them
they quited from TVXQ,and form a new group ==> JYJ
i don't really like it,i prefer tvxq
but now...
everyone know,tvxq just left Yunho and Changmin


watch their last time movie again,then fall in love again with jaejoong

he really has a special style,i like his voice
almost everything i like about him

when i read some article about them
i felt so glad that they still be on the stage
once i thought they might turn into nothing
but they are awesome

i feel mad when i read article that critics about them
the writer just said they don't have something special that attract the fans
cause they held 4 concerts in 2 weeks when they just quit from tvxq
err,sorry not quit from tvxq
just form other group

the writer said they wants to earn more money in the shortest time
but i don't feel so
they just want to spread their voice to the world or maybe wants to promote the new group
but i can't deny that they earn money with helding concerts
i think it is not their target..


the writer said again,they don't special 
i mean in the song
they don't improve at all,said by the writer

oh my god,are you the judge?
do you have better voice than them?
maybe got but they are stars
they just share the world their voice
they don't mean to competite

.....

errr...
just so mad at the anonymous...

they are banned to sell their new album in KOREA
HORRIBLE!
because of their ex company
SM!
过分!!



girl's world

Wednesday, 5 October 2011

last time we can heard a lot of that boy had dumped XXX 
but now
i always heard hey that girl dumped XXX
she don't like him but she accepted him

what's going on?
i wonder girls mind,they don't like it 
then why accept?
is it so fun for playing on people feeling?
is it feeling so good when we see people put on effort to show their love?
girls just made boys like stupid


PMR

finally i can online 
ohohoho
my dad banned me from blog 
and maybe it's kinda late for
wish Pmr candidates Gambateh!
try your best!
ohohoho


trust me ,you'll regret if you don't put on effort 
hohoho

Happy birthday moumou

Friday, 23 September 2011

Happy Biidayy to my jitan moumou!

the day you broke youreggshell and you came out

congratulation!

good luck and all the best
remember to broke your eggshell always,cause it make you miracle
break your eggshell = break yourself records

aiya,i stole your photo from your blog
if not nice,sorry >.<


am i loser?

Sunday, 18 September 2011



i wonder am i ashame my parents?
maybe sister made them proud
she found her talent,they are proud with it
but no one ever think my feeling

when she cook,i ran away from
they scolded me for never lend a hand to sister
when i helped her
they never see it,maybe it is what i suppose to do

all i know is everything i did,in their eyes is nothing
i have no talent,my choice are wrong

daddy asked to me take account,but i dont
cause i prefer game designer


it's really hurt when they just keep on scolding on what mistake i did
never praise when i do the right thing
 
i dont cook but doesn't means i don't have talent.
they just show to me,telling me i'm useless

everytime heard inside their voice are really proud with my sister
and indirectly saying me useless
i acted nothing but it really don't mean i don't hurt

maybe i really useless in everyone eyes
i hate my sister
not because i felt parents love her more
she's faker
she like to pretend weak in parents eyes
pretend she's so good to me but i rejected her

she likes people praising her or always motivate her
so she pretend she's so low selfesteem
infront of me ,she acted that too
but i just agree with what she said about how bad she is
not from my mouth,is from herself

why i cant further my study in game design or photograph?
parents don't see it
they don'really care for what i done
maybe i'm so independant

i believe if one day
i do really meet same problem with my sister
they don't do it like what they done to my sister
they find lots school for her,let her choose
if it was me,trust me
they will not care as they care my sister

i am not loser
i don't have to obey what they said
cause even i follow everything they don't really take it matter

i'm so sick with listen to my daddy's story
he told me he is a listener when we need him
but when i need him,i told him
then he just story me his past
now i can memorise it very well about his past


i have show them
i see my way,that is the best way ever





How to choose?

Thursday, 15 September 2011

spending whole day time for Malaysia day
it is so boring at the middle of assembly
especially when teacher starting story us about how malaysia get independant
our legs are tired for standing almodt 2 hours
teacher are sitting on the chair,so hate it
why don't they let us sit too?
maybe we'll listen to the story,err i mean our country history
i regret to come to school when i becomme one of the student who standing almost 2 hours

finally it's the end of the story
we sand 5 times our merdeka songs
crazy,and it's very tired for always raise and waved the flag there
we repeat it 5 times

rest for just 45 minutes,we are heading to our hall
it's about university and college
they keep on promoting about their colleges
we take here and take there 
and lucky it fit in a bag

i'm so interested with Game design
but the problem here
i don't take arts or ICT

i got another way 
accountancy & finance
i don't really interested it cause it related with lots money
and i'm so careless how i'm going to be?
what if i did wrong,and i'm dead

i really don't know what should i choose 
i don't know which is better for me

i shall take accountancy & finance 
cause i'm in account class
but i just wish to have other way

i don't hate account
just prefer game design

i would spend all my time on a game 
and thinking if i am a game designer
i will design the game like this and that

when account comes
means headache on the way

how i going to choose?
it is impossible to take both
i'm going crazy if like that....

Nightmare

Sunday, 11 September 2011

eventually talked with my ex best friend
she were my best friend,i mean real best friend for that time 
not now anymore
we promised to each other will gonna be forever and honest 
but this friendship just maintain for a year
then we seperate it,cause of some problem had happened that time

okay,the point.
she confess to me about my ex boyfriend
i am so mad with it
not to her ,to ex boyfriend
she realised my ex boyfriend just perfunctory me instead of fall in love
i am not hurt broken anymore
i felt so not good and so embarassing 
when they talked about the past 
he is a liar for me right now

i totally agree with the poem 
he has such an quiet eyes
i felt that writer was so stupid 
she's blind until she don't know what is true and fake
but now i totally can feel it

my eyes are too small to see the truth
  i paid out my love and what i got?
just get perfunctory and kinda feel like living in his lies

once i thought he wasn't playboy,at least i believe it
cause i thought he really fall in love
and today everything exposure

the most embarasing is i hold back for 3 months
oh my god what a stupid action
it's killing me

errr...such a bad memories for me 
i just wish i can forget these,never ever remember it
so embarassing 

who is the bustard?
H.I.M
who is the stupid one?
M.E!

i swear in my life
i'll never ever make the same mistake again

Everything are not simple by their surface

Saturday, 10 September 2011

everything happen now are so sudden
everyone will change by the times
i knew it very  very well
but i didnt go for understand it

theres happen in a group
maybe they giving her lots of chance but for me
she doesn't realize what mistake that she has done

doesnt we need to forgive and forget our friends
i kinda busy body for advising her friends to forgive her
eventhough i know it she will not appreciate this

hey there,she's not my best friends
i don't wish her pay back
cause i dont want to see my friends suffer
friendship are last longer than love
we shall appreciate the friendship that we had

we should tolerate to each other aren't we?
but now so far
i can see they don't even want to give her a chance
they can't take it anymore
why?
i don;t know
maybe she  really make big mistake this time

she deserve to get a chance and forgiveness
yes,she change a lot
as friend,should stand beside her
encourage her,speak to her

i admit ,i don't really understand whole story
but i just thinking in simple way
now just realize it is really really complicated

the things happened in past,just let it past
even you remember it well it just will be a part of your memories
it will never ever turn back
the mistake has already done,it will be there
they only way is just forgive...


it just so so not simple as i think

Immature

Wednesday, 7 September 2011

hey,17 years old
it's time to change
it's time to be mature

solving everything with using mature way instead of
using the way like children

children are simple
when they hate someone,they would show their way
but after few mintues they forgotten everything

they don't care about the past 
when i'm 7 years old
i hate some girls but don't really hate
just don't like her attitude
but after we play together i forgot it

they showed their emotion obviously
they don't hide it like adults do

we can see through children emotion easily
but not adults
adults are complicated
they take life seriously,that's why they don't laugh as much as children do
now we are closing to it

it's time to clear the problem with mature way
friendship are not fragie like love
maybe friendship stronger
we adapt our friends style,inculsive their weakness
when they are wrong,we should point out isnt it?

if you are mad with friends,why not just tell them 
your dissatisfied about their behavior,or else

it is a better way to save your friendship
we shall give friends chance to explain it
and trust them

most people don't,they just ignore their best friends
it is so immature
maybe they are really mad 
but they still have to give their friend to explain
everyone have their way to react something
you got your way
do you ever think why she do that,
  and are you in her shoes right now?
maybe if you're in her shoes then you'll know the reason 

giving friends chance like giving yourself chance
one day,if they do like what you've done
you'll blaming them for not even give you a chance to explain it

 


appreciate friendship cause we have the faith to be best friends
don't let it pass easily

 

Horrible

Friday, 2 September 2011


this coming sunday 
i gotta go to school again
urh..
i hate it
the time flew fast when holidays
i spent whole holidays with laptop,sims,novels
ONLY
oh yeah,i went penang too but it just only a day

i woke up nearly afternoon everyday
i slept at dawn 

this is my holiday 
i wonder when i gonna change it

i'm so not sure with what time i gonna hit the sack tonight
maybe dawn,maybe i gotta become panda soon

i'm not sure

i love McDonald's coffee so so much
finally i get the chance to enjoy it
of course i will grab it

because of that,
it's make me feel so horrible
i went to spec shop check my eyes power 
and it spoil my mood directly

hey!
my power from 5.00 to 7.00
oh my god,i admit i looking computer for almost all the time
but it's too far
unbelievable!
2 hundred,what i look at it?
errr...
i can't accept it
it's too far,out of my expectation
CRAZY!
what i gonna do right now?
the power will always go up never turn back
should i throw away my laptop,and tv?
i think my parents gonna band it
they going take away all soon
....

maybe i should let them take it 
it's so horrible...

i kinda regret for looking laptop too much 
.......

totally don't get it

Wednesday, 31 August 2011

i really really wonder why
everyone related with love love love

if you fell so hard why couldn't you just stand up?
instead of sitting there and crying
no ones will help you

everyone around me so loyatly
they broke up ,and they can hold it for so long
it's that just called LOVE?

if you have crush on a girl
and that girl don't even get it
just forget it
there's impossible to happen anythingbetween you and her
because she don't have any special feeling towards you
maybe you believe in one sight love,and you fall in love
but does she too?

if you broke up with your love 
then it means its time to get off in her life
but he didn't ,
he felt guilty....

he told me he get the girl in trouble
erhem i didnt ask really deep in
he really regret for what he did
and it's not over yet between he and she
i just wonder,why he don't get her back?
he said it's not over yet
since it's not over,he should try to get her back

if he don't really get her back,and why not just let it pass
regret would turn anything ? no,never ever 
the only way just swear for never did the same thing
because you knew the consequences

maybe someday he will chase her back
or maybe someday he will get a new life
all i wish just he get a better life

good luck,boys!

i don't like boys/girls acted so loyal after broke up with bf/gf
they don't appraciate that relationship and why they acted to loyal?
it's so fake
if the love gone,let it gone
cause it will never turn up again
you should blame yourself for shut it down...

who will i be?


watched again & again camp rock,i love it so much!
i started to think who will i be?
there's so many way to choose,who i gonna be?
everytime i watch camp rock,i just feeling motivated
i want to study hard,to choose right path
it feel so good

i can reach any dreams,i know it well.
it's my life,everythings on my hand,
but is now the time for me reach the dream?
i guess not,now it's time to study hard 

no ones know what will gonna happen in my future
so there's never ending posibilities would happen to make my dream come true

i promised myself i gonna make the future what i wanna be
i gonna try everything to reach my dream

i can do it cause is my life

the movie really motivated me,and i love the song
who will i be-demi lovato
it's so meaning for me
yes,totally!


the day in penang

the first day of raya 
we ran away from kedah to penang

perhaps we don't like the raya feel?
not really,just wanna go relax

mummy shop full with clothes
everyone so excited with their raya 
and they bring lots of clothes to wash
i've been there help out too
before raya,rainning non-stop
no sun no dry clothes
so they have to bring wash at dobi shop
or some just need dryer
it's super busy,
like a working bee,walking here and there
but i like it 
HAHA

went to penang for whole day
but we reach there 2pm
having lunch at my favourite japanese restaurant
“Sakae"
i love the food there much much much

hey! sunway carnival not really fun
i don't even buy a clothes
there's nothing for me
they don't have Games shop
at least i didnt saw it 

they don't have baskin robin
but just new zealand natural
i still prefer baskin robin

shop for 4 hours with cousin
i love the moment there
it've been so long 
i never see my counsin,which Study at KL
i miss her much

i saw a guy who played piano at the entrance of sunway carnival
OMG
it's so cool!
everyone standing there never move just to enjoy the music

4hours walkin,my leg cramp

i wish to take the bus go to penang
but i think my mummy wouldn't let
she's worry
one bus driver have to take care almost 45 passengers

my cousin going back to kl soon
when we gonna meet again?

oh yeah,we met another cousin too
she's so cute in sushi king's uniform
we never expect to meet her there
it's too bad for she's in working time 
she cant shop with us

did i ever mention one of my cousin is boy?
i think no
he shopped with us too
the first time i met a boy would spend time shopping with cousin
he's good cousin






Misunderstand

Saturday, 27 August 2011


i sent her a message about what i think about her
maybe it's hurt her
i wish not,i ask her everything
and she explained

thanks god it's just misunderstanding her
now only i remember
her boyfriend don't trust at her
i totally forgotten this point!
even she hang out with us,her boyfriend still have a little bit worry
he don't really put trust on her
this not her fault

she tried to make her boyfriend trust her while she have pretend she's not couple
infront of her family
kinda tired
i don't have lovers,so i can't understand her feeling at all

so everytime she hang out with us ,she tried ask her boyfriend along
just to let him trust her

now i just wish i didn't hurt her
=.=
it's stupid action for blaming her about it
errrrr...
feel really sorry to her