我想做的事情..

Tuesday 28 February 2012

想做的事情,不能只是一直想想而已不是么?(frm : 我离成人还很远)


以“我告诉你,你没试过所以不知道”这样的话开始,
“所以,你还是别去做了。”这样的话结束的“谈话”。
所有的事都有利弊两面,
所有的事情分明都有紧要关头,
有难过的坎, 我并不是不知道这些,
“因为我以前这么做过才知道的,所以你还是别去做了。”
甚至,有的时候自己正在做那件事情,
或是已经做了那件事情现在也过得好好地,
“明摆着只会让你辛苦的。我知道的,所以你还是别去做了。”
我也知道。 也许这并不是件好到值得我付出那么多的事。
也许我会失败。 也许以后会更辛苦。
但即使是这样,我也要自己去试一试,不是么?
失败也好,成功也好, 如果是我想要的东西,
就算做了之后会后悔,也要自己去尝试一下不是么?

我想试试才去做的。 即使以后会听到“看吧,我就说嘛。”
这样的话也没有关系,
因为我想做的事情,如果一直都只有空想而不去尝试的话,
“我,害怕这样生活下去,也许会死呢。”

读了这篇..真的好想去试一试实现我想要的东西.
我想当游戏设计师,但因为旁人的意见而退缩了..
因为我害怕..

或许真的应该去试一试,闯一闯...

grandpa 80s birthday

Monday 27 February 2012

 my super handsome grandpa was born on 25 February 1931
i am not so sure about the year he was born

this years  he reached 80
he even look younger than his 60s friends~!
he is strong,and his eyes is better than all of his grandchildren.
he dont even wear spec but his grandchildren and children all wearing spectacles.some wear lens

oh my god,i am so curious how my grandpa body can be so strong?
he only drink hot chinese tea and not ice tea
and and and, he's so cool in eating spicy
god,he just ate the chilies like biscuit or else.scaryy.

my parents,their brothers sisters decided to made a party for his 80s birthday

it's very touched when grandpa sister attend his birthday,eventhough she is really hard to walk :(
she told her,she still will attend no matter how far she gonna walk,because this is her brother birthday.
really touching




this is the photo when he was young ,with his children at thailand i think.not so sure about it



this is the photo that in his birthday.

we celebrated at star city hotel,alor star. we got a good service from the waiter.
they are friendly.:)



grandpa,happy birthdayy!
heehee,hope we have the chance to celebrated again next 5 or 10 years!
祝你身体健康.长命百岁<3
lovee you grandpa!

boringg lifee

Sunday 26 February 2012

it's so boring here
everyday gotta get up before 9am.
sleep after 1am
restless.

everyday come to office
what am i doing?..
open wifi,then online
or watching pps

what else things i can do?
nothing!
i bought lot DVDs here,to watch
no exercise at all but i wonder why i will hungry when it's lunch time?
i wish to work with walking around ,here and there..
instead of sitting infront of computer and stick at the chair
the saddest things is i am getting fatter and fatter 
because i cant sweat!
stay inside the office all day long
with air conditioner.
it must be the air conditioner problem if i can sweat 
o>.<o
i fall in love with play the hu la hoop
just because i wanted to on diet soo much !.

something changed?

Friday 24 February 2012

recently just feeling soo weird with myself 
and our MOUS 

maybe we got work now and it's kinda hard to hang out together.

i wanted to hang out with mouss soo muchh
but when i am in that situation,i became quiet.

what's wrong with me?!

i got a lot of things want share with them,but when i see them
i dont know what to say..

even just we chat in facebook,i became so sensitive

 o>_<o

i dont want to be like that with my MOUS


 

"blur blur" with myself

Tuesday 21 February 2012


i feel i am so different with last time?
yea,getting fatter and fatter
hmm,that's just appearance.

last time i love to hang out with friends no matter girls or boys
but now,i want to close myself in my room.dont even want to get out from it.
i would hang out with girls,but i feel something diferent when i heard guys are going too.i would suddenly change my mood and feeling not well to hanging out with.

oh my god!

maybe just because work and makes me feel tiring ?
i hope it is really like that

i'm so so so lazy to updated my blog,
i feel nothing to write.nothing to share.


everything just so different.



i lost myself

Wednesday 8 February 2012

please please please
dont ask me what course i am going to take in college
and..am i taking form 6?i still dont know ,so please.

i lost myself,i dont know what course should i take
i dont know which one is suitable for me

i only know maybe IT,maybe Accountancy or business.
seriously i never think about business,but someone advise me to take it
because she said i am very suitable in business
this made me getting deeper and deeper losing myself

i checked IT course,want to be software engineering
the forum about IT course,they keep on asked the young generation dont take it
espacially girl.it just have a good name actually just a mechanical.
we have no times to do everything,and it's on call.
whenever problem come out,we must solve it on the spot
at same time,it means,...we are not 8am-4pm.we are 24hours

i like play games,a like all the things about technology
but it doesn;t means i am suitable to take IT

i really dont know where's my way
i wish to have the robot like doraemon,at least i know which is my future

now,i think i will choose accountancy
i remember when i get into form4.
i wants to be accountancy badly.but when i get in form5,i forgot about it.

i think this is my final decision.
i just want to make the best way for myself.

learning be inventory clerk just to get some experience.
maybe i will choose business course,and this might help me.




You Know Yun Ho

Saturday 4 February 2012



-被否定不要紧,被恶意的诅咒也不要紧.
  摔倒了,我们再爬起来。在这个世界上, 除了性命,没有其余任何东西 能凌驾于梦想之    上。 一步一步走来,既然哭过、笑过、 放弃过、也失败过, 却依旧很努力地咬牙支撑着 着 要做到最好 那么,就请继续顽强的走下去。


-你知道吗? 不是因为世界上只有你才会爱你的, 而是因为爱你, 世界上才只有你的。


-我希望我们东方神起无论遇到多大的困难都可以齐心去克服,只有我们五个人在一起才是最幸福的


希望像step by step的题目一样,能一步一个脚印的创造一个更美好的一年
 就算再困难也要微笑,但当你有勇气面对的时候,一切都会渐渐好起来
 我喜欢努力两个字 ,我不喜欢别人说我变了。

我们五个人,不管是现在还是以后,又或是十年之后,我们五人仍会以东方神起的名字唱歌给大家听,我们只有一条路而已,到死为止都会奔跑在这条路上。

Work as clerk

this is my first job work as inventory clerk
it's so complicated,i lack of experience which this company needs
the submission the end of month,whole company get crazy with my submission
keep on calling my phone,asking this and that

i really felt so bad,when everytime they called me.
it's so sorry
i guess i will not make the same mistake on next month
i tried my best
i just realise how tired is my parents,i dont understand it 
but since i start work,i know exactly what they feel
i'm just sitting inside the office and do nothing
but when i come back home,gosh,it's tired

i wish everything would do it for me ,i'm really tired move ..

i totally forgot my blog,since the submission the end of month.

maybe it's stress but i;m not sure about it.

everyday i remind myself check this and that to make sure everything is correct

1st experience ,never ever exchange your stock near end of month
cause they have no time to check how much you returned your stock and prepared new stock for you.
gotta wait for almost 2 weeks

2nd experience,dont feel shy when you dont know how to do the submission,just call them up ask for the detail.dont feel you are disturbing them.

 
 
my jobs is just waiting members come buy product with me,
other time i can do whatever i like,so i got lots of time to online
watch movie,MV everything.
it is so enjoyy.
almost everyday i watching PPs,and pause it for 10 mins then continue
 
their members buy products once,so i dont have to stop my pps too long.
unless the submission take my time.
 
.............this is what i know about this jobs.......