totally don't get it

i really really wonder why

everyone related with love love love

if you fell so hard why couldn't you just stand up?

instead of sitting there and crying

no ones will help you

everyone around me so loyatly

they broke up ,and they can hold it for so long

it's that just called LOVE?

if you have crush on a girl

and that girl don't even get it

just forget it

there's impossible to happen anythingbetween you and her

because she don't have any special feeling towards you

maybe you believe in one sight love,and you fall in love

but does she too?

if you broke up with your love 

then it means its time to get off in her life

but he didn't ,

he felt guilty....

he told me he get the girl in trouble

erhem i didnt ask really deep in

he really regret for what he did

and it's not over yet between he and she

i just wonder,why he don't get her back?

he said it's not over yet

since it's not over,he should try to get her back

if he don't really get her back,and why not just let it pass

regret would turn anything ? no,never ever 

the only way just swear for never did the same thing

because you knew the consequences

maybe someday he will chase her back

or maybe someday he will get a new life

all i wish just he get a better life

good luck,boys!

i don't like boys/girls acted so loyal after broke up with bf/gf

they don't appraciate that relationship and why they acted to loyal?

it's so fake

if the love gone,let it gone
cause it will never turn up again
you should blame yourself for shut it down...

who will i be?

watched again & again camp rock,i love it so much!

i started to think who will i be?

there's so many way to choose,who i gonna be?

everytime i watch camp rock,i just feeling motivated

i want to study hard,to choose right path

it feel so good

i can reach any dreams,i know it well.

it's my life,everythings on my hand,

but is now the time for me reach the dream?

i guess not,now it's time to study hard 

no ones know what will gonna happen in my future

so there's never ending posibilities would happen to make my dream come true

i promised myself i gonna make the future what i wanna be

i gonna try everything to reach my dream

i can do it cause is my life

the movie really motivated me,and i love the song
who will i be-demi lovato
it's so meaning for me
yes,totally!

the day in penang

the first day of raya 

we ran away from kedah to penang

perhaps we don't like the raya feel?

not really,just wanna go relax

mummy shop full with clothes

everyone so excited with their raya 

and they bring lots of clothes to wash

i've been there help out too

before raya,rainning non-stop

no sun no dry clothes

so they have to bring wash at dobi shop

or some just need dryer

it's super busy,

like a working bee,walking here and there

but i like it 

HAHA

went to penang for whole day

but we reach there 2pm

having lunch at my favourite japanese restaurant

“Sakae"

i love the food there much much much

hey! sunway carnival not really fun

i don't even buy a clothes

there's nothing for me

they don't have Games shop

at least i didnt saw it 

they don't have baskin robin

but just new zealand natural

i still prefer baskin robin

shop for 4 hours with cousin

i love the moment there

it've been so long 

i never see my counsin,which Study at KL

i miss her much

i saw a guy who played piano at the entrance of sunway carnival

OMG

it's so cool!

everyone standing there never move just to enjoy the music

4hours walkin,my leg cramp

i wish to take the bus go to penang

but i think my mummy wouldn't let

she's worry

one bus driver have to take care almost 45 passengers

my cousin going back to kl soon

when we gonna meet again?

oh yeah,we met another cousin too

she's so cute in sushi king's uniform

we never expect to meet her there

it's too bad for she's in working time 

she cant shop with us

did i ever mention one of my cousin is boy?

i think no

he shopped with us too

the first time i met a boy would spend time shopping with cousin

he's good cousin

Misunderstand

i sent her a message about what i think about her
maybe it's hurt her
i wish not,i ask her everything
and she explained

thanks god it's just misunderstanding her
now only i remember
her boyfriend don't trust at her
i totally forgotten this point!
even she hang out with us,her boyfriend still have a little bit worry
he don't really put trust on her
this not her fault

she tried to make her boyfriend trust her while she have pretend she's not couple
infront of her family
kinda tired
i don't have lovers,so i can't understand her feeling at all

so everytime she hang out with us ,she tried ask her boyfriend along
just to let him trust her

now i just wish i didn't hurt her
=.=
it's stupid action for blaming her about it
errrrr...
feel really sorry to her

unbelievable

i just feel my best friends she's using us to date with her boyfriend

maybe i'm over sensitive

when she sent me messages about they day we hangout

i really feel it

i just really wish it's just my prejudice

she said sunday her brother will be there,so she will not go because

she can't date there

does she ever just hang out with us instead of date with her boyfriend?

 

kinda disappointed.

maybe i put friendship in the important position

and it's become too important

just so unblievable what my mind thinking..

she is really a good good friend

i don't want to lost it

we are 5 in a group

which we called as..‘chamou'?

it's translated from cantonese

starting we call zharbor,then upgrade it into chamou

isn't creative?haha

if there is a thing will happen to be forever

i wish its family and friendship

 

Urgent

i promised some friends to show them how they look if they

have a hair cut

i made it sims2

she wants to cut and make it curl 

What the hell

i cant see the hair at all!

short curl hair

it's so dificult for sim2 ?

shit!

my sims2 only long straight / curl hair

errr..how i going to post to her?

oh yeah,trials DONE!

it just so excited when finish

i planned to make some love story for my sims2

soon,i will post up!

let's see my latest sims2

Finally

it's going to be last day trials

i'm having great mood with last exam but at same

it's worry about add math

i couldn't reach 40 even i try my best

uh,maybe not enough effort

nevermind,last day!

and a week holiday for me to play sims2!

girls are stupid,

boys doesn't worth for their love,and loyalty

they knew it,but they still holding on

it's stupid,they gonna end up their life with this stupid mistake

 

SIMS2

she's thinking of what she going to do next step,she fell in love with her sister boyfriend
she's emo recently..

a big shock

i just receive a news bring with a big shock 

the dog in my mom shop 

was dead for almost a month ago..

it's a big big shock

i remember how it's look at me when its need sayang

i sat down,it come and sit beside me

i rub it belly

it's so cute

is that its destiny?

it dead by an accident

which bustard car killed it?

we wondered for a long time

we didnt see it,and now will never see it again..

maybe now it stay in heaven..

we called it ‘black mouth’

because it's mouth black

a clever dog,listen to people order

never even woff at stranger,but it's a strange dog

all i wish just R.I.P..

i missed it..

a moment like this

china sims player create this girl
she looks soo nice
and they create eye shadow,lips,hair,clothes,and so on
they just so awesome,i addicted to sims2 again
because of it,i downloaded those things
but i have no chance to play,cause it's wrong time to play
but soon i gonna play it
i wish to have chance create it like them too
i will create my friends idol,to make them addicted as i do
haha

left 3 days

oh yeah,

trials going end soon

left 3 days!

oh yeah.

love it

but principle are very kind

she asked us to go school to kacau whose taking physic and art

go school for nothing 

the last two days

i will go wednesday either thursday only

it's tiring

excited for trials finish

heehee

be strong,=)

如果有天我爱的人离开我了

　或许一段时间的我会低落，伤心

　但我不会永远展现这么懦弱

因为我并不是没用的自己

　

 

只是我好奇为啥有人明知道了结果

　也知道应该接受了，但却还愿意傻傻地展现自己的懦弱

不爱就不爱了

再怎么苦苦哀求那感觉不再回来了

　干吗还那么傻的相信他会回来呢？

　等待有用么？

那份感情没了，就算等到天荒地老

还是一样的

　结局早已订下

潇洒的放下，改变自己

让他后悔，不是更好吗？

　为啥会愿意为个不爱你的人，哀求呢？

 

成天住在回忆里，只会毁了你的未来

　回忆就不会回来了，未来正在等你来决定

有天或许你早已放下了，只是习惯了放不下他的感觉

习惯了待在那回忆中

如果是我...

我不会为了任何一个人变得懦弱，因为我不是这样的一个人

　我是强者，否则怎么会出现在这世上呢？

　因为我强于别人，所以出现了在这世上

痛苦情况下，请记得告诉自己

‘　我是强者，我是胜利者！

　没事情会打败我的’

don't look down on SMILE

Smile through every problem, 

smile through every pain, 

smile through every hater.

That smile will make your life better

 

 

about you,friends

 it passed 4 days 

finally and soon will end

tomorrow science

it's killing me,i don't even study yet

i don't like science

errrr

if the person who really love you,he/she will come back without you drop your tears

accept the fact when he leaves you and he will never turn back

i read friends' blog,they cried for boys

do everything for boys

they are not stupid,they just really love

i can see my shadow there,once i did the same way

i woke up ,and i wish they will too

she cried,and waiting that boy for 3 months 

and he came back,broke up

if the love there,it will never show break up

and he didnt even wants to see her

it's show he doesn't love her anymore

but she insist to wait,she believes someday he will come back

this isnt true love

just puppy love,don't worth anything

she remember all those words that boy told her

she cried again..

that boy promised her and he broke it

there's no value anymore,

boys words don't worth for girls to remember it

they just use it when it's good times

they don't mean it

i wish she will wake up soon,it's time to decide her future

the last chance,and never have second chance like our trials essay

Birthday fall on trials

it's xinning birthday today

we still continue our plan to celebrate for her 

even 7:50am we are going to fight with those papers 

feeling so bad to XinNing 

recently,i don't save money as well

and have no present to give her

perhaps i going to keep weight and save money

 

i addicted to sims2 AGAIN

i learn to create mesh,and try to change the colour or styles

evennthough i failed but doesn't means i going give up

problems here;trials now 

and i addicting with sims2

 

trials

it's trials now

but i still having some good time to online

i also don't know why

even i just open up facebook for NOTHING

but i still do it

it's my routine

tomorrow is the hardest subject for me

history paper 2,and moral

god,i wish you will bless me

i'm trying my best right after i finish blog

to study 

maybe tonight i stay up for little history 

build up interest in history

it's the EASIEST way to get high marks in it

Birrtthh..DAY!

yeah,birthday 

excited

went to penang whole day

and TOTALLY 

forgot science tuition

then skip account tuition

i'm not skipping actually,i don't mean it

but i just came back too late

it's start 1 hour plus!

bought tiramisu cake 

17 years,the first time i bought other flavor cake except chocolate

almost every years,my cake were chocolate cake!

i do love chocolate much

怎么了

到底怎么了我

生日到了

心莫名的痛..

 

半情歌-元若蓝

半情歌 - 元若蓝
花 接受凋零
风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些 不要紧
我接受你的决定
你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
另一半的歌

time flew so fast

it's august 

trials coming

and i'm still here!

1st august i'm sick

ate too much chocolate without drink waters

i think i had planned to get sick

gonna tuition soon

aih,so worry my result 

i tell myself everything will be fine

yes,i can do it!