那个才是我的世界

金在中-那个才是我的世界 

真是太不懂这世界 你对我说 
些许忧虑的眼神 几许抱歉的笑 
是啊 这世界也许我真的不懂 
才这样独自去流浪的吧 
可是 不曾后悔 
每个有泪有笑的梦 
我的世界只有那些 
可是 不曾后悔 
每个努力寻求的梦 
我的世界只有那些 那就是我的世界 

真是太不懂这世界 
我也对你说 
些许忧虑的眼神 几许抱歉的笑 
是啊 这世界也许我真的不懂 
才那样一个人还在流浪吧 
可是 不曾后悔 每个辛勤耕耘的梦 
我的世界只有那些 
可是 不曾后悔 每个努力寻求的梦 
我的世界只有那些 那就是我的世界 

就让我们远走高飞吧 去找寻梦想 
去找属于自己的那个世界吧 
那就是我的世界

mirotic concert jaejoong solo

当在中唱着歌时,出现了歌词

看着歌词里的意思..

他的这首歌仿佛想要告诉某人的,

这首歌也让人有着..想要嚎啕大哭的感觉

在中在这首歌里的歌声是很痛心的嘶吼

跟平时的他声音完完全全的不一样

说真的这首歌真的打中了我心

 每个人对这个世界多多少少是不太懂的 

因为发生很多与自己预想不到实情实在是太多了 

不只是自己身边的事情 

远在韩国都会发生跟自己预期不一样的实情 

是因为他们的歌声感动了我们 

也让我们跟他们五只有了交集 

我们只是为了捍卫自己喜欢的歌手不要解散的心情罢了

這個世界  也許真的有太多太多的我們不懂的事情

 可是   金在中不曾後悔過

他要有个有泪有笑的梦 所以他要独自流浪去寻找 

就好像当初他离开他的家 就算全家人都反对 

独自来首尔要唱歌那样的心情 很辛苦的打工赚钱没有钱 

他还是要唱歌给全世界听 那样的心,

他从没有变过 现在

只能用抱歉的微笑来跟我们说 对不起,

我没有达到你们所要的期望

 因为我世界就只有这样 

也许我正走在最孤独的路上

但是那个才是我的世界

在中是很爱独自奋斗,坚强的面对种种困难的过程

这是他的成长方式

他真的让人又爱又恨啊,

他有着很多面,他喜欢把他心情放进歌里

那时他发泄的方法吧.

first job

everyone thought i was just joking that i worked with my dad

as a clerk

actually i work for K-link

it's something like health care

god,the first time i learn something without writing 

just listen

i didnt do some notes 

now the only things i can do is calling the main office 

and ask for help

im so shy to talk with them

my dad taught me call people like auntie and uncle

now he asked me not to be like that

because i am work right now,i cant call them like that

i guess no ones will like it?

it's kinda hard for starting,i have to call daddy friends' names

oh my god.it's like..very rude for me

i think daddy understand my situation

he kept on telling me treat them as i treat my friends

i think that's work 

at least there have no tension for me anymore

but quite nervous 

my salary is Rm600 per month
im giving my parents rm100,and babysitter rm100
it's going to be my routine
now is just start only,next time
i would give them higher,i swear!
it's very weird when you are giving your parents money and it just rm 100

i'm going to save up the leftover!

我是狮子宝宝

2012 我的追梦计划！

“梦想”对狮子宝宝来说，就像是精神上的信仰一样。他们热爱它、喜欢追寻它……但也经 常更换它。尽管狮子宝宝每次决定追梦时，怀着的决 心都是十足真金、绝不搀假；但是作为天生生活在聚光灯下的族群，假如在行动过程中缺了外界的认同甚至关注，他们可能会渐渐动摇并自我怀疑，以至于最后直接 来个自我否定，连之前的信仰都不要了！
急救丹：说服自己相信这句话——真正的王者，是无须靠他人评判来证明自己存在的意义滴！

found it!

finally i found the reason why i admire them sooo soo soo much

just because they have the real talent,they are different with those kind of idol singers that you randomly grab that debut with only pretty faces 

they don't need hot dance,sexy movement to attract the crowd

because they put their emotion and feeling inside the songs

this is it!

jaejoong is my favourite

they looks like perfect man in the world,but actually they aren't

obviously jaejoong just looks so man,he is so clumsy

just find out at youtube,search clumsy jaejoong

then you'll know how much clumsy he is.

 

 

 

come on over 2012!

everyone in facebook keep on posting
advising their friends don't go to toilet 11:59,because they might get out next year
it's a very creative post.

2011 it's going end.
i walkthrough my SPM forever,that will never turn back anymore
i regret for never appreciate the last year at school with friends
i regret for never try my best to score the marks in exam
there's lot of things i really regret.

therefore,i do feel thankful to my family,teacher,and friends
they accompany me to walkthrough 2011,they gave me lots of couragement

i made lot of new friends recently,but it's so bad that
i dont know how to communicate with them.i'm trying to learn their language
i'm so afraid that they might don't like me.
i have very poor communicate skill.><
so i hope 2012 i can improve my communicate skill better.><

2012,a title of a movie
the end of the world?everyone predicted 2012.
but still we celebrating for the new coming year
maybe it's not going end of the world,but is the brand new world

2012,olympic in london!

i wish i have to chance to watch live!
i love london!


i'm going to nasional service soon
it's gonna be fun there~
don't be sad for going that cause we can't change the fact
just face it positive

hey,look at there M16!XD
that's make me crazy about it
everyday are full with activities,gonna gain lots of experience

i don't know what is my plan in 2012
i just know that i have work harder in this year

so,come on 2012!

what's going on?

after SPM,everyone busy finding a job
our moumou group had planned to work together
but i dont know why everyone get theirs own
and seperated.

i decided work as clerk with my daddy
hahahaha,
going gain a lot weight...

i think i would start my job on january
now i got 3 jobs offered.
all are kindergarden teachers

hey! izzit i am loving?
to teach kids?please kill me

i don't have patience when kids are crying
i think i would throw them out of the house if they started cry non-stop

i'm not smart in teaching
even i teach friends simple things,i would make it into very complicated
cause i like make some example which made people confused

sorry friends that offered me the jobs.
heehee.
i'm hot tempered
i worried that the kids would scare me

i like to fooling around,i don't like to be serious
i don't like people scare me.
and..

i can't repeat same things for several time,i would mad on it
i can't make it
i cant be a good teacher i think.


sorry.

fishyy open house

i changed into new phone for temporary
i think..

suddenly fishhy invited me to her house

and when i asked her who are you

she replied me ,YING

i got 3 friends which got Ying behind

yingying,yuying,xinying

how i gonna know ?

she just tell me the address,then i know it

i must be there,cause just infront of my house

she's in same taman with me!

i wants to play badminton badly,i think she would play with me

haha

she invited my mou mou,but just 3 of us attend her open house party

jiawen,lin en,and me

our little ann,she went to jitra 

it's too bad!

i'm so so so shy to go in there

she come and bring me in

ar...paiseh

tortoise and lin en 

wear skirt,

i don't have skirt 

it's too bad right?hhahaha

lin en very funny,she stand infront of the house

and ask yuying,

izzit your new house?

of course!

but we decided to lie her this is old house and bla bla bla

to make her blurrr

yuying wear so nice in that day~

pinkyyy girl

she is really pink

not only pink in dress,pink cellphone 

and even the wall paper in the phone also pink

tortoise always the last....

and the..

i made a little girl cry 

felt so guilty to her,jenny i think.

she's just 7 years old naughty girl

her favourite is open the door and close it 

hahaha,they are playing hide and seek i think

she scare of ghost story,i just simply

make a fake story

and sudennly she become quiet..

then wuu...omg

she cried.

sorry jenny :P

turning into panda

it's become my routine

sleep at 3am wake up 7am

almost everyday

 

i ever imagine that i would sleep whole day after SPM

but after spm,i dont get enough sleep

omg,look at the eye bag below my small small eyes

it's getting larger and larger

soon,you would able to see my eyes bag only

no eyes anymore!

i trying my best to learn japanese language

so so so hard to me

i still unable to read their words yet

still cant remember a i u e o..

i thought japanese language should be easier than korean

maybe i over interested with korea,hahaha

korean words are much better than japanese words

cause they don't have much words to remember

very easy!

but i will still continue it learning,nothing is impossible

27th december is the day that we shall meet up japanese interactors

i'm so excited,i'm getting new friends

me and mou mou going to dance joget in malaysia night which fall in 26th december

teaching them too,the best way to get friends

maybe they are not as good as we imagine,

my cousin share her experience with me about that japanese visited their school

she said that they have a really bad behavior

i just wish that we don't meet up these guys/girls

 

 after Japanese night 27th dec

we will straight go to ann's new house

omg,excited 

the first time overnight at friends house

it just like a dream!!

just please please please don't cancel! 

P holder!

it needs alot of luck to get good JPJ pengajar

and today i really lucky enough

he tried to relax me by keep on talking with me

while i'm driving ON THE ROAD

i had mati engine for twice i think

he tought me instead of commenting on me

i'm really glad to met him on my jpj test

he gave me 17/20 ,

i passed

he have a looks like chinese

as i know he got chinese girlfriend and he is malay

he asked me to speak in chinese 

cause he wanted to learn 

hahaha

and i'm the only chinese girl in the jpj test

anyway,i'm P holder RIGHT NOW!

that makes me excited

is super big news for me

i cant believe it i passed JPJ Test

thanks lot sir,for giving me passed the road XD

hahaha

i really lack of confident on the road

especially 2nd road

it's so damn hard for me,

i have to change from gear 4 to gear 2 

then change here and there

he taught me all the way,and he gave me passed

finish my jpj i thought i can go home straightly

but,.the van just went out

i have to wait from 1 o'clock until 4 o'clock

i still survive without drinking or eating for almost 10hours

i met new friends who from bahiyah 

we talks lot almost everything

it's really glad to meet them

beside,i met others chinese friends that took 6hours teori and practical

the 1st time i went back with the van full with chinese

the van is just like our car

we laughing,chatting with a loud voices

thanks to the driver

he is very kind ,

he let me down infront of my mum shop

others driver they will let me down on another places,

i have to walk to mum's shop

i can sleep for whole day long finally!

thanks JPJ!

아!!어떻게요?

oh my god

my jpj test tomorrow

i'm sooo nervous

ar...

i don't know what should i do..

 

i felt everything was undone

i know i need to relax but i just can't do it

oh my god

my daddy keep on telling

no big deal if i failed

but i don't know why i'm still so nervous on it

i'm just feel like..

i had forgotten everything

today just went there for the last practise

i feel like i had done the worst performance ever ever in the practise

everything stuck together and blanked my mind

oh my god 

oh my god!

sandy fighting!!!

i really don't know what should i do tomorrow

god bless me!

왜

09.12.2012
it's yunho & changmin shanghai fan meeting
it's having a happy ending
i'm YJ fans,and there have happened nothing about arguement,fighting
they support their idols by their ways,they supported them peacefully

i really happy when i know about this
Jaejoong reached shanghai yesterday too
there have some rumors about jaejoong went to yunho &changmin fan meeting
which at line 17,he had bought the whole line ticket
until now no ones know the truth yet
also have some about jaejoong was infront of yunho & changmin hotel
perhaps they stayed together?
i do wish they meet up,maybe there would be some good news in 2012

2012 tvxq contract ended ^^

okay , today was jaejoong personal fan meeting
but happened something realy make people down

the fight on the event
Only jaejoong fans slapped YJ fans
they fighting,because of they dont like for YJ fans shoutiing YUNHO
jaejoong have lots of fans bringing green light instead of red
he asked why it's greend not red?
perhaps he wish for red?
red light/sea was cassiopeia sign for tvxq

some fans tear down YJ photo
they slapped,fight,hit,quarrel
why everything of this happened on jaejoong fans meeting
maybe they angry but they don't think about jaejoong's feeling
even we support YJ maybe they are fake or real
we still love them,we don't fight for this non-sense
in tvxq chat room there would be anti-XXX
but in YJ chatroom there have nothing about anti
only about sweet moment
everyone in YJ chatroom are like sisters brothers
living harmony

why happened this?
just because of the fans.

i cried when i know this news , i felt only Jaejoong fans was selfish
everyone do have their own idol,and no ones have right to change it
don't try to change people favourites idol.
maybe the idols we love something different but he still our idols

Bbye Smk Convent

finally spm is over

it's very happy 

no more 6am wake up and rush to school

no more homeworks like mountain on the table

no more revision books increase slowly

no more rush to tuition everyday

no more and no need

but at least it just like our routine

i like the moment when i went to school and play with Mou

i like to asking lots question when i feel boring

i like eat as fast as possible  at behind while teacher is teaching

i like to talk with friends by using books to cover 

i like to sleep and act it like i was studying

omg 5 years

when i was form 1,i telling myself omg still long way to go

i gonna survive here for so long,it's killing

but when i was form 5,i started to appreciate the time that i still student

now everything's gone

i can't meet my friends everyday to chit chat everything

now just the 1st day of freedom 

( this is what everyone called)

i kinda bored...

i feel like living without any target?

now what i can do is..

continue learning deeper and deeper korea language

try to step in japanese language

sleep as much as i can

on diet 

( i ate lots before spm)

get car license

.....

no more?..

maybe 2 or 3 weeks later i will start work 

what a sweet time right now

seriously,i open up newspaper and see the advertisement of college

i started headache ,i don't know what subject should i take

parents keep saying it's too early worry these things because exam just over

i have to worry for 3 months.so don't be silly

enjoy the sweet time you got right now..

=.=

如果..

一个人只有一个心脏，却有两个心房。
一个住着快乐；一个住着悲伤。
不要笑得太大声，不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。

如果这是真的，那我只能说

在外或许我笑得太大声了，吵醒了旁边的悲伤

尽管是那么相信东方神起，但回到家里还是会盖着被子哭了起来 

过于爱恋一个偶像团体很痛苦啊， 尤其是分开旅行

每天回到家里第一个就是上网看最新消息

看了就流泪了，心抽着抽着

...

我相信却又矛盾..

快2012了，应该会停止一切的分开旅行了吧

一切的痛苦都要结束了呢

快要开始新的一年了

看见JYJ被禁足在韩国，比他们更着急

为他们心疼啊，那么有才华的明星

却被封了..

不过因为这样他们都变成了国际明星呀，韩国SM很不好惹

话说不可干涉JYJ，暗地里在阻挡

但因为这样，JYJ让仙后感受到JYJ是多么注重先后的

因为答应了，所以尽管多么困难的阻碍他们都为了仙后一一解决了

 ...

JYJ 会成功的

因为他们的有的是才华

因为他们尽心尽力的为歌迷

因为他们真的放进心思

因为他们愿意把他们的真是心情投入进歌曲里了

因为他们要让歌迷知道他们是多么爱仙后

...

如果知道大笑后看见东方神起就哭，我情愿不笑

http://you.video.sina.com.cn:8080/api/sinawebApi/outplayrefer.php/vid=27850299_1568675700_a0K3SXc8DDXK+l1lHz2stqkP7KQNt6nkjGy8vVWhIg5ZQ0/XM5GbZdUC4CvfCdkEqDhARp83cP4k3hQ/s.swf

他们在分开旅行前的最后演唱..

stand by you

 

She

SHE

눈감아도 보여요
睁只眼闭只眼还是可以看到
멀리 있어도 알아요
离得很远还是可以知晓
그녀가 얼마나 예쁜 사람인 건지
她是多么美丽的人

손도 못 대겠는 걸요
连手都不敢去触碰
깨져 버릴 것 같아요
好像清醒不过来
그녀가 얼마나 여린 사람인 건지
她是多么稚嫩的人

사람들 속에서 웃고 있는
在人群中微笑着的
저 천사는 나의 그녀죠
我的天使就是她

아이같이 자랑스러워요
如孩童般的骄傲
바보 같은 표정 돼버려요
看上去笨笨的表情
제발 내게만 웃어요
拜托你 只能对我笑

oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

당신의 끝이고 싶은걸요
想听到你美妙的声音
그 곳만이 천국인 걸요
那个唯一的被称为天国的地方

세상 하나 뿐인
世界上唯一的
oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

자존심이 강한 사람
自尊心强的人
절대 울지 않는 사람
绝对不会哭的人
그녀는 얼마나 독한 사람인 건지
她是个多么毒的人

유치한 내 장난에도
我开幼稚的玩笑时
매번 즐거워하지만
虽然每次都很开心
그것이 진심인지 모를 때도 있어요
但是却不知是不是发自内心

알면 알수록 모르겠어
越来越不了解
저 사람이 나의 그녀죠
那个人就是我的她吗

아이같이 자랑스러워요
如孩童般的骄傲
바보 같은 표정 돼버려요
看上去笨笨的表情
제발 내게만 웃어요
拜托你 只能对我笑

oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

당신의 끝이고 싶은걸요
想听到你美妙的声音
그 곳만이 천국인 걸요
那个唯一的被称为天国的地方

세상 하나 뿐인
世界上唯一的
oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

난그녀를 알아요 Baby
我懂她 baby
나 뿐이죠
只有我吧
사랑하는 사람만 알 수 있죠
只有爱她的人才能理解吧
그녀의 눈물까지
甚至是她的眼泪

아이같이 자랑스러워요
如孩童般的骄傲
바보 같은 표정 돼버려요
看上去笨笨的表情
제발 내게만 웃어요
拜托你 只能对我笑

oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

당신의 끝이고 싶은걸요
想听到你美妙的声音
그 곳만이 천국인 걸요
那个唯一的被称为天国的地方
세상 하나 뿐인
世界上唯一的

oh SHE SHE
oh SHE SHE

SHE SHE
SHE SHE

last day being convent's student

it's kinda happy for i got lot of freedom after all

today was the last day for being convent's student

LAST　DAY!

i will never again as convent's student anymore

i'm not anymore

it's really sad

although,when we're in school

we like to said i hate this school,i wanted to leave it as soon as possible

but when it comes,it makes me so hard to leave it

when i turn back and see the school

i can see every moment that we played at school 

our shadows there

we know each other because we are fated to meet at this school

we became best friends because we share everything through this school

we met for almost everyday,it makes us getting closer and closer

words cant describe my feeling anymore

it's so complicated?er i think so

i don't know how to say it.

i thanks to everyone for being my friends for this 4 years

i thanks to my friends for holding my weakness for so long

maybe we are not best friends but at least we will lend our hand to friends when we need help

by the way 

i really appreciate it to have the friends like you all

erm.

to everyone 

you guys make me believe friendship will stay forever

i'm afraid to see us become stranger 

and i don't wish it.

i don't even imagine it

all i know is 

thank you friends!

moumou ar,i think we know each other better right ?

we heart talk for almost 3 hours i think

after recess,we started until finish school

hmm

we don't actually cry la,just drop a few tears 

we shared everything today

EVERYTHING　

we told each other about our problem

i do really thinks that we are like sisters instead of best friends

we have lots of topics that it will never end i think

everytime we met,we got something to talk

but i don't know what it is

there's lots words want to you all 

but i don't know how to say it

i guess,we knew it right?

good luck guys! all the best!

hey ya!

keep the faith!

(actually this is cassiopeia said to tvxq!)

i m really obssesed with them right now

hohohoo

Oh my god..

examination nearer and nearer 

i try to study,but i don't know why

it cant concentrate at all

i know this examination very important in my life

the result decide my future

i knew it very well

i just cant concentrate at all

i keep on telling myself no more everything

only SPM now

but turn around i'm still looking the news about tvxq

what the hell i thinking?

i'm so nervous 

everytime i try to study 

the problem comes,i don't know what should i study

i know there's lot things i need to study

but i don't which should i read first

what should i do right now?

left only 7days..

a week only

then i'm sitting in the hall facing BM examination

the most important subject!

i MUST pass it!..........

hwaiting! sandy....

W

W

written by jaejoong,junsu,yoochun

composed by jaejoong,junsu,yoochun

在夜空中漂浮着
星群描绘出的文字
那并不是偶然
至今都依然相信着
相同的黑暗中
相同的距离里
我会一直继续描绘出W
为了让你更容易发现 
会更闪耀出光辉
keep in mind that I love you
一定
将来我们一定会再相见
闭上眼睛的时候想起了你（俩）
you're my everything
你（俩）的存在
到现在依然是肯定的
现在只是祈求你（们）是幸福的
我们（五人）面前的阶梯
（我们三人）会一步一步（为我们五个人）往上爬
我们（三人）依然一直在想象着我们（五人）的未来
（我们）在等待着（你们）
一定
将来我们一定会再相见
闭上眼睛的时候想起了你（俩）
你（俩）的存在
到现在依然是肯定的
将来直到我们能重逢为止
（我们）在守护你（俩）的位置
和你（俩）一起
一直坚信着会再一次欢笑
you're my everything
I’ll being waiting for you
就算时间流逝
不管面前还有多少痛苦在等待着我们
你（俩）永远都是
我们的骄傲
对着在夜空漂浮着的星星发牢骚
那并不是再见
至今为止依然坚信着
在同一片天空下
描绘着相同的梦想
依然在寻找着W
在依旧相同的形状下
一直都闪耀着
keep in mind that I love you
很想再重逢
一定
将来我们一定会再相见
闭上眼睛的时候想起了你（俩）
you're my everything
你（俩）的存在
到现在依然是肯定的
将来直到我们能重逢为止
（我们）在守护你（俩）的位置
和你（俩）一起
一直坚信着会再一次欢笑

他们的心声，他们的心意

他们全都投入在这首歌里了

听着听着，眼泪不受控制的流了

闭着眼睛听着这首歌，感受了他们的感情，他们的用心

还有他们的希望..

没有人背叛，从来都没有！

以后也不会出现，永远！

他们有着自己的苦衷

看不见他们的辛苦的，请安静的离开

他们的付出，你们永远都看不见

知道了他们的消息，眼眶湿了

就算是以前的，还是会情不自禁的为他们感到心痛

....

永远守护着他们5位。 

守护着你们5只

我不喜欢JYJ这名字

我不喜欢两个人的东方神起

因为JYJ的名字出现

让5个人的东方神起消失了..

两个人的东方神起不一样了

没有了如同往常的欢笑声

剩下的只有严肃的气氛

他们压力重重，因为

他们努力的想把5个人的气氛带出来

但他们深知他们失败了

他们不是不知道仙后的心痛

只是他们努力的掩饰

因为他们拥有很多的苦衷

不可告人的秘密

但他们并不知道

他们的强颜欢笑只会让仙后更加心疼

他们笑了，却不是真心的

他们眼眶湿了，却没让眼泪流下

因为他们很坚强

仙后看他们笑了，跟着笑了

但之后就哭了，心痛..

当5个人的时候

你们见过在中哭的照片吗？

并没有

但当他在巨蛋演唱时，他却哭了

因为8年的感情并不是那么容易就断得了的

以前留下的美好回忆，难以忘记

他们说不出他们的苦

所以他们投入了他们全部的感情在他们的歌曲里

就算不认识他们的人听了他们的歌也会感觉的他们的感情

..

我只希望5个人的东方神起会回来

我不相信人家说他们不会合体

很多人说他们就如一些东西失去了就永远失去了

不再回来

一样的，也很多仙后支持他们至今

奢望有天他们会合体

加油吧！在中，允浩，俊秀，有天，昌珉

只要不放弃，一定会在一起的

永远的东方神起

就算有天东方神起这名字已消失了..
只要他们5只还在一起，那他们就是我心中的东方神起了

我只希望5只会在一起，名字算得了什么？

两个人的东方神起，与5个人的东方神起
差异有多大你们知道吗？
两个人的东方神起再也给不了仙后以前的感觉了
因为一切已改变了
从2009年那一刻开始就变化了..

现在的允浩不再像以前那样的发自内心的笑容了，他变了
他变得连笑容都是强颜欢笑的..
就连唱着以前最让人轻松地《气球》那气氛再也不一样了
只看见他们带着沉重的气氛..
从他的面容看见的只有心痛，看不见开心了
一模一样的歌曲，却带着不同的气氛..

只要有压力，看见你们以前的MV《气球》所有的压力统统都会消失了
但现在看了只残留着心痛..

我真的好讨厌你强颜欢笑的一切

是时间的关系吗？让你们都变得成熟了许多才会带着不一样的气氛吗？

允浩很坚强，带着那么多和JYJ一起的回忆
坚持的走下去..
还好这一路来有着昌珉的陪伴..


为何有着那些伤害他们的人呢？他们其中没有人是背叛者
允浩一直都被人们误会，他带着那些指责还有更大的挑战
一步一步的往前走，然而他身边也缺了那个如兄如友如爱人的同岁人
再也没有人让他依靠了，
再也没人会让他在机场上等待..
再也没人陪他登机坐他身旁靠他肩上
再也没人扑向他的怀里了..
再也没有..
为何还有人那么残忍呢？！

看见了允浩泛红的眼眶和苦涩的微笑
有哪位仙后不心疼的呢？..
以前那爱笑的大男孩如今却只强颜欢笑
何时才会看见那爱笑天真的允浩呢？..

我看见了在中的笑容也不再像以前那样了
以前的他那种娇纵的笑容，现在却被僵硬的笑容给弥补了
他们慢慢的学会了伪装..不再流露真情..
就算在中大笑但他眼中却有着抹不去的忧伤
以前在中笑时在他的眼里看见了笑意 现在只看见伪装..
还有..
在中也慢慢变得很消瘦了，瘦到连助骨都看到很明显

如果是强颜欢笑的话，我情愿他们不笑
看见了强颜欢笑只会让人更加痛苦
要笑就笑得真诚，不是笑里却不看见笑意

5只快快回来吧！就算不再名叫东方神起
只要5只在一起就好了！


没了那名字，你们5只是仙后心里的东方神起
永远
http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMjUxMjc0Njgw.html
这视频里会看到允浩的泛红的眼眶和苦涩的微笑
唱着与以前有很大差异的气球！

oh straight quay

finally my parents brought me there
oh my god,i love straight quay

lots of other country restaurant
we had our lunch in jerman's restaurant

oh my my my..
the food there was awesome
it's worth for it

i don't go charlie brown

do you know paparich?
it's malaysian food

i'm malaysian but i went there too
haha,the curry mee there *thumb up*
love it love it love it!

i love straight quay!