想独自在角落..

你的无意彻底的伤害了我,
我需要的是你的真心的安慰,疼爱.
不是你所给的敷衍.
虽说你并不是敷衍但你的一举一动证明了一切.
我的喜怒哀乐你不曾过问,
只告诉我'别哭了，别生气了.' 一直以来的感觉是我一厢情愿..

为何你不过问？
为何你不曾担心过？
为什么??


难道是我无理取闹吗？

当你说'u call me what also like'
你知道那含义吗？
你并没想那么多..
是否代表她可以呼唤你 “宝贝，亲爱的，老公”等...
我不想和任何人分享..
你总是说出让人暧昧的话..
我真的很累了..我不想每天都要胡思乱想,心惊胆战的
打开了Facebook，看到了让我心惊的事了..


遇过太多,始终还是一样
就像重复又重复..

这样何时才会终止呢？？

我不曾想过控制你，抓死了你的自由..
我只想当你想写东西时,请你想当我看到时的感受..

我需要的不是华丽的东西，我需要的是你的真心..
 我等了好久,你始终没改变..
我行我素,..

我需要你真心的安慰，体贴..

当我认真对你说我的烦恼时，我的不满时..

你的回答是那么的敷衍,对你来说那是耳边风而已..

你曾答应的，你并没实现..

我在你心中有分量的吗？..
如果真的没有了..请..诚实的一一告诉我..

我真的好像一厢情愿..
是我的单方面的爱恋吗？？..
怎么我感觉不到你的关怀，疼爱呢？
当你说这些时..你是真心吗？
还是只是敷衍呢？？..

我等待你会主动一点..
    但你并没..
我等待你会关怀我一点
但你并没..
我等待你会体贴..
    但你还是没有


..如果我选择放弃..你会挽留吗？
你会舍不得吗？
还是开心呢？？..

世界上不看外表的人绝种了.
就连选朋友都要漂亮..

怎么充满人情味的世界已渐渐消失了？..
顶替的是绝情的世界..

是否当我选择绝情时,你才会想通？..

是否我选择离开,你才明白？...


哭累了,掩饰掩到累了..

笑累了,疯到累了..

随着时间的漂流..
我们逐渐的长大..
慢慢的接近绝情的世界了..

我们就像站在山崖..
仿佛多走一步就会跌入另一个空间..

我们就如站在十字路口..
背着对方
慢慢的往没有对方的未来前进..

我哭了，因为 爱
我笑了，因为 爱
我疯了，因为 爱
我气了，因为 爱

Black Sunday Again

It's kinda tired to attend school in the early of morning,right?..

same goes with me.
i'm sooo jealous those didnt attend for school and have things to do..

at the same time,..
i have a lots of worry..

i dunno how to reject the others about their asking for help..
actually i dont want to help it ,not cause of my cold blood
haha,just...kinda tired

i would help you if you're really met prob'em
i wouldn't help you if you're order me to this and that
i hate people order
i'm not your servant.
you don't have the rights to order me!
As a gentleman la!!damn shit!

please respect my rights not to help you


Hope you are understand what i mean and my situation

 Loves make me feel tired,timid,escape from prob'em..


     we hurt each other without our knowledge


you control my mood,


you can change my mood easily just a single word,a simple sentences


Girls are sensitive,i am tired to pretend not sensitive

i am tired.:'(

  i pretend to be happy..
pretend nothing's happened,eventhough my hearts break obviously 

i looked back,my heart full with scratches,full with your memories..


i'm crazy,my mind non-stop pop up the moment we had together..

my tears dropping ..
my hearts never come back to me since i gave my heart to you..


you'll never understand just because you're a boy..
you are not sensitive enough like me..
you are not .
you are not.
YOU ARE NOT!

i imagine i'm at the seaside or the top of moutain
i'm the only there..
i'm not alone,
i'm happy...

i believe i could live better without know you in my life

you are the light who shows the road..
you are the meteor who let me make a wish
you are the magician who makes my dream come true..
you are the one who ruined up my life
...

what shall i do next??..


i don't wanna end up our relationship
i don't wanna lose you now
...

SUNDAY 

the day i hate the most...

it broke my good mood

it make the day sucks..
 
 

 

Piranha 3D

Gosh..
 

I use RM 4 bought a disc and torture myself!..

i Bought piranha and i asked the seller izzit without cut summore..

While i opened the movie..

  I'm kinda regret for asking without cut..

i hope it is cut..

it is a movie under 18! and cinema cut it off just let under18 to watch it...

Hell!..they danced on the boat without wearing bra.and i saw their boobs moving ..


and the boat went to the middle of the lake

let the girls go inside the water...

'go inside the water do what??'

 .....Swim....

taking off their bikini *oh my God!

they are totally NAKED in the water..

the first time for me ..to watch these 18X things..

i agree with English are open-minded.
they didnt even care they are naked for the moviee..


surprisingly ..
   piranha ate all human parts included ..boy's private.
hahahaha..

i shouted, and closing my eyes
when the piranha is attacking human..

it's a scary movie.but nice.

maybe it's too violence.

the fish.


But..

i watched whole movie eventhough i shouted,closed eyes.haha

Good Movie.


i think it might have another piranha movie.it's not yet finish about killing the main piranha.


Good Night! :D

~曾经~

看到了你的网站..

读到了你的心情..

...

记忆..

　慢慢的唤起了..

        我们在一起的时光..

人..

　总会有人情..

时间..

　却不会有人情的..

走了..

   就是走了..

离开我与你的世界..

   曾经我回头看看你..

想回去你的世界..

    但发现..所有东西都改变了..

       我原谅你对我的伤害..

但..

当我想起时...

眼泪情不自禁的滑过我的脸庞..

你的伤害.. 

   曾经在我心上割了好大的伤口..

留下了一个疤痕..

但..已经过去了..

只因为是你..

曾经..

你让我尝过生不如死的感觉..

让我每天都以泪洗脸..

每天拿起了电话..

　按了拨打键..

　电话里发出..

                                   嘟 ...嘟....嘟.....嘟

没有人拿起电话..

　眼泪又滑落了..

　担心的心..  

　紧张的心..

      只有增无减..

发送了简讯..

　等了又等..

　没有回应..  

　失望了..

但我却不放弃的..

　继续等待..

只祈求上帝听到了..

　给我回应..

　但..

　上帝太忙了..

　听不见我的祈求..

　当我决定不在等待时..

你却慢慢的向我走了过来..

我很生气..

也很认真..

的告诉你..

我们分手吧！..

　我们就从此是最熟悉的陌生人..

　初三..

这.一年.

      给了很多的快乐,悲伤，愤怒..

也让我失去你了..

　因为我的疏忽..

过渡信任..

　忽略了你..

让你离开了我的身边..

离开了我..

...曾经你所给的都无人可代替了..

　生不如死的感觉..好痛苦.

不好受！..

曾经我们很爱对方..

曾经我们许诺要在一起永远..

曾经对对方冷漠..

但

 都是曾经了..

现在..你所给的都只是回忆..

不重要了..

=)

我现在很幸福..谢谢你.

　给了我很多的回忆，教训，还有爱..

我会好好珍惜我身边的人..

谢谢

   

Timeless

Baby come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you're feeling my love reaching out to you

Timeless
Don’t let it end (no)
Now that you’re right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
This is timeless love
I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me I know I feel it too (yes I do)
So let's sail away and be forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn’t let the moment pass
Making me shiver let’s make it last
Why should we lose it don’t ever let me go

Timeless
Baby its timeless
Oh baby its timeless
Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It’s just timeless
It’s just timeless

Love

I ♥ Baskin-Robbins

C'mon guys! try this out . :P

You'll Figure out ,it is delicious!

The First Day Of Hari Raya !

Whoo..!! In the early of morning i gotta wake up
and heading to PENANG!

When i Heard it ,i'm sooo Excited ! but..my parents Mean Penang is Butterworth,not PENANG ISLAND.Owhh..it's make me down..

We had filled up our Stomach at restaurant in simpang kuala.then we are going to penang But Just Only Butterworth :P

When we reached Butterworth, my Relative is asking WE to go out and have a lunch??
Omg! my stomach is full!i cant stand it anymore..

They Just Went to a restaurant famous with their "Yam Rice" *it's my father Favourtie haha*

 YuMMy!

 

This is our lunch

I didnt ate it.just because of my stomach cannot stand it ANYMORE..:'(

  I hope i have 2 stomach,so that i can change other stomach when the first stomach is Full. :P

Wweelll...

*Skip *Skip *Skip

 After we Finished up Our lunch,We go the SUNWAY CARNIVAL to have a walk ..

but but but...

Only my Sis,Aunt And Me.. :P

We go there just had a walked..is nothing to let us bought T-T..

Actually..I prefer megamall..:(

but..the driver wasn't me,i can't decided it...

We don't have anything to buy but..we had tasted a yummy ice~ 

*^^*

We Shared it..and we chose Coffee Flavour~

it's Delicious !

After Had A walked 

we go back and prepare for the gathering At SP!

weee!it's a lucky for me!

hahaa

I Love Food! :D

*At Night*

Guess what? I met My Babe!!

we quickly take photo with our phone camera,

it is soo surprise when she called my name!hahaha 

By The Way...

it's a good enviroment to have a dinner.

it is a thai Restaurant in a deep "Jungle"

hahaha,but there don't have anymonkeyss..

Full with Peoples,..while we waiting to serves 

i quickly took up the Photo

Let's see..

                                                 there is the Playground for the children

  Upper is without Air-Cond

Lower Part is With Air-Cond

 Luckily that day was my lucky day,I have my dinner at the lower partttt~:P

After the Dinner,i found my babe~and we played at the playground as i told it just now..

I just Realized that..I'M Sooo CHildish!

I like the Place so much!:)Happy meet my babe !<3 First time we meet it without tellin each other !:D

To my Babe : 

   I hope we have other chance to meet it AGAIN！it is Our FATE!

I LOVE  YOU! Muwahzz!!haha..*High*

Tuition Teacher Destroy My Plans

Oh my Godness!

What the Hack!

i can done my akaun folio by today..
butt..

u know what??

when i'm in add math tuition..
suddenly i get a message :

Today Science Tuition class Had Been Cancelled!!

Oh Shit!..

When i saw that message,i knew that my plans Had destroyed by my dearrr tuition teacher!

>.
I planned today done akaun folio so that next week
i gotta PLay whole week!!!
but...

how sadly it will not become reality..:'((..

i'm on the way to become Crazy ! Dude!
...

...

....

Only a word can describe me now..

DYING



T-T

Any Recommendation?

Arghh..!!..

Anyone Recommend Me a movie???

ah! I'm not going out to watch in the cinema which i mean it!

hahaha,maybe i had been quarantined by my lovely parents!

They are going suspect meee!!

Omgg!!.....

I would love to hear some ...

Nice song? Hard Metal ? ..hmmm Soft music??

and...

I just return to my childhood time???..

i been watched Digimon 3 days!

pokemen : ah,just start only,2moro i may watch it AgaiN!

hahahaha,Luckily Doraemon is not here..

i wanna watch some horror movie!! but i'm not going watch aloneee~

i will watch it with my doggies!--->>> there! my bb!

muahahhaah,at least..i'm not alone.

i'm sooo boring at home i wanna get out of here!!

i nid go out and have a deep breath!!>.<~

Btw,any suggestion?? of korean,japanese,or western movie?

ohh,please don't ever suggest me that kind..Adult movie :P!

i m still underage and i am Childish ~ <3

Crazy With Actors!❤

I watched Back My Movie Like :...

Wild Child , And A Cinderella Story.

i Found Out that i Was Fall In love with the Guys In The Movie!

I like Alex Pettyfer In Wild CHild! He is sooo..Cool!
I like when he Smiles,Damn Attractive!

Same Goes With Chad Michael Murray..
He Looks so..comfortable!Oh Hell!
I'm Hope my boyfriend are same as them,eventhough..
i know it WON't Happened it!

:PP!!

hahaha

i'm Kinda Crazy With Both Movie! i can Watch it Non-Stop and it does'nt tired at all!

hahahah,Am i crazy??


Yes! I am!

朋友的离别 2010

haizz..
Honey ar...
在不知不觉中。。我们度过了1年。。
在这1年里 就如奇迹般的发生许许多多意想不到的事情。。
连续的发生在我们身上。。
漫长的1年。。
就这样的向我们离别了~
漫长的1年
让我们的思想也成熟了许多。。
漫长的1年
让我们的友情更加坚固了。。

我，你，她。。
我们3个一直在一起。。
一起补习，一起去吃KFC,一起读书
一起查字典，一起比赛数学。。
我们的目的就是为了达到我们的目标。。
而此时。。我们的得到了不错的成绩。。
很意外的，你和我同班，我们可以继续一起念书，玩耍。。
但。。你却要离开了这所3年的学校。。
离开了我们。。
我们知道你是不得已的。。
我们的心情就像是跌入地狱般。。
早一分钟我们开始似在天堂般的开心。。
下一分钟你就像是把我们全部人的心情推入地狱。。
知道了开学我们再也见不到你。。
知道了我们不可能再一起玩耍。。
知道了我们不再能一起去吃东西。。

其实我们都知道。。
上了中4 一定会面对分离。。
我们以为我们早以有准备。。
可是，。。
我们却不知道。。
原来和朋友分离是如此的痛苦。。
我们是多么的爱你。。
多么的舍不得你。。

如今只能希望奇迹发生了。。
没了奇迹。。
就会面对你的离开。。

Honey。。
当我收到你的信息时。。
心真的很痛。。
我不能接受你会离开。。
我的脑海里
一直出现着。。
我们在一起的时光。
当我收到这信息时
我多么希望这只是一场梦。。
但。。这是一个残酷的事实

我们认识了2年。。
第一年了。。
我们还不是很认识对方。。
第二年里。。
我们同班了。。
一起读书
一起玩
一起说心事
。。。。。
第3年。。
你还会给我更多的回忆吗？
。。。

人生里一定会有离别，有相聚。。
看开点吧~~。。

真是的。。
在这一天。。
我搞到我的［好朋友］
也一起伤心。。。
我真的好笨。。
自己伤心就好。。干嘛连朋友都扯进来。。
Haix..
对不起阿。。
我不是故意弄你伤心的。。
今天我的心情的真的真的很差。。


新的一天应该开心。。
新的开始~
新的希望。。

Honey~欣~
虽然很舍不得你的离开~
但。。这是一个事实。。
哭不能解决事情。。
坚强哦~
我们的友谊不会因为距离而变得生疏的~
爱你哦~
加油！我们一起努力吧。。
有空时别忘记回来呐！
不然看到你时，我一定打你屁股
哈哈
别因为某些事情伤心。。


Dear~琪~
你就别哭了拉。。
看你哭我也想哭了。。
接受现实。。
欣只是去别的地方学习。。
又不是永远不回来。。
你啊。。
就是这样。..
舍不得是正常的阿。。
难道你舍不得我就舍得ho?!
。。。haizz..。
加油表哭啦你。。
哈哈。。