a moment like this

china sims player create this girl
she looks soo nice
and they create eye shadow,lips,hair,clothes,and so on
they just so awesome,i addicted to sims2 again
because of it,i downloaded those things
but i have no chance to play,cause it's wrong time to play
but soon i gonna play it
i wish to have chance create it like them too
i will create my friends idol,to make them addicted as i do
haha

left 3 days

oh yeah,

trials going end soon

left 3 days!

oh yeah.

love it

but principle are very kind

she asked us to go school to kacau whose taking physic and art

go school for nothing 

the last two days

i will go wednesday either thursday only

it's tiring

excited for trials finish

heehee

be strong,=)

如果有天我爱的人离开我了

　或许一段时间的我会低落，伤心

　但我不会永远展现这么懦弱

因为我并不是没用的自己

　

 

只是我好奇为啥有人明知道了结果

　也知道应该接受了，但却还愿意傻傻地展现自己的懦弱

不爱就不爱了

再怎么苦苦哀求那感觉不再回来了

　干吗还那么傻的相信他会回来呢？

　等待有用么？

那份感情没了，就算等到天荒地老

还是一样的

　结局早已订下

潇洒的放下，改变自己

让他后悔，不是更好吗？

　为啥会愿意为个不爱你的人，哀求呢？

 

成天住在回忆里，只会毁了你的未来

　回忆就不会回来了，未来正在等你来决定

有天或许你早已放下了，只是习惯了放不下他的感觉

习惯了待在那回忆中

如果是我...

我不会为了任何一个人变得懦弱，因为我不是这样的一个人

　我是强者，否则怎么会出现在这世上呢？

　因为我强于别人，所以出现了在这世上

痛苦情况下，请记得告诉自己

‘　我是强者，我是胜利者！

　没事情会打败我的’

don't look down on SMILE

Smile through every problem, 

smile through every pain, 

smile through every hater.

That smile will make your life better

 

 

about you,friends

 it passed 4 days 

finally and soon will end

tomorrow science

it's killing me,i don't even study yet

i don't like science

errrr

if the person who really love you,he/she will come back without you drop your tears

accept the fact when he leaves you and he will never turn back

i read friends' blog,they cried for boys

do everything for boys

they are not stupid,they just really love

i can see my shadow there,once i did the same way

i woke up ,and i wish they will too

she cried,and waiting that boy for 3 months 

and he came back,broke up

if the love there,it will never show break up

and he didnt even wants to see her

it's show he doesn't love her anymore

but she insist to wait,she believes someday he will come back

this isnt true love

just puppy love,don't worth anything

she remember all those words that boy told her

she cried again..

that boy promised her and he broke it

there's no value anymore,

boys words don't worth for girls to remember it

they just use it when it's good times

they don't mean it

i wish she will wake up soon,it's time to decide her future

the last chance,and never have second chance like our trials essay

Birthday fall on trials

it's xinning birthday today

we still continue our plan to celebrate for her 

even 7:50am we are going to fight with those papers 

feeling so bad to XinNing 

recently,i don't save money as well

and have no present to give her

perhaps i going to keep weight and save money

 

i addicted to sims2 AGAIN

i learn to create mesh,and try to change the colour or styles

evennthough i failed but doesn't means i going give up

problems here;trials now 

and i addicting with sims2

 

trials

it's trials now

but i still having some good time to online

i also don't know why

even i just open up facebook for NOTHING

but i still do it

it's my routine

tomorrow is the hardest subject for me

history paper 2,and moral

god,i wish you will bless me

i'm trying my best right after i finish blog

to study 

maybe tonight i stay up for little history 

build up interest in history

it's the EASIEST way to get high marks in it

Birrtthh..DAY!

yeah,birthday 

excited

went to penang whole day

and TOTALLY 

forgot science tuition

then skip account tuition

i'm not skipping actually,i don't mean it

but i just came back too late

it's start 1 hour plus!

bought tiramisu cake 

17 years,the first time i bought other flavor cake except chocolate

almost every years,my cake were chocolate cake!

i do love chocolate much

怎么了

到底怎么了我

生日到了

心莫名的痛..

 

半情歌-元若蓝

半情歌 - 元若蓝
花 接受凋零
风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些 不要紧
我接受你的决定
你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
另一半的歌

time flew so fast

it's august 

trials coming

and i'm still here!

1st august i'm sick

ate too much chocolate without drink waters

i think i had planned to get sick

gonna tuition soon

aih,so worry my result 

i tell myself everything will be fine

yes,i can do it!

“Don't believe on anyone's words. They will tell sweet words and then later they come across another better person and they will just leave. At this age all love is puppy love not true love. So don't ever fall for them. Just as a friend ok but not more than that. Think of your studies and future. Your studies only can give you handle.”

this is what Jiawen told me  

 she was right.

just puppy love. 

去他妈的爱情

     

愛情是撒旦送來的禮物，拆開之後你的人生就陷入萬劫不復

愛情是​毒藥穿的糖衣，甜美的包裝下是致命的危機。

愛情是殘酷的遊戲，等​你好不容易鼓起勇氣付出真心的時候，再一次讓你陷入失望的絕境。​

真心是笑話 ! 

勇氣是廢話 ! 

堅持是鬼話 ! 

忠貞是夢話 ! 

幸福是屁話 !

所以我的結論是 ... 去他媽的愛情 !!!　

 

copy from 偷心大圣PS男 

laziest week

i don't know what's going on with me

i've been so lazy

everyday go school and take a long nap

teacher were mad with me

erm,i think

people counting spm trials

and make me getting lazier and lazier

maybe pressure?

kinda emo

i feel something gonna happen

but i don't know 

just feel it

i don't know what's on my mind

feeling so complicated

 i've been fooling around in class

when i'm awake

didn't even listen to teacher

met principal for our reputation

and she advised us 2 hours in the meeting room

but i..was dreaming

just a lazy week!

Done!

Folio Moral?

DONE!

FOlio additional mathematics?

DONE!

isn't great?nah..

people done long time ago

but i just finish it

haha

i become like a lazy pig which like to lie on the bed

no more activities

sleep sleep sleep!

soon,having college installation

kinda excited,everyone is going

it must be so great!

i need prepare to face all those reality

with smile

yes,smile 

=)

i can do it!haha

what should i wish?

Let god decide whether i get PLKN or not.
if it's the fate that i have to go,
then i go without any complain
cause it's my way
i believe god will make the best way for me

nervous makes me feeling unwell
nervous don't give any benefit to me
so i don't even think about it

all i do,just follow the things that god make for me

i don't know how to decide going or not
i wish to go meanwhile i wish not
so let god decide

i'm so so so care about plkn's TOILET
if dirty,i going crazy
so i wish it's clean
i afraid of cockroach,lizard,and FROG
omg,i couldn't imagine what if i'm bathing and there's a frog
it's KILLING me

other side
u would like to get an experience that other people wouldn't have the chance such as take guns.
and healthy lifestyle with rm 150 each month
just 3 month
i guess i must be so healthy after i came back
i love to get a healthy skin
just playing and get rm 150
WORTH!so worth to me
is there have bungee?i wish there have it !

so
 what should i wish?

someday

i'm waiting for someday a guy would collect my broken heart

lazyness

it's 9 of july

yellow shirt are not allowed！

or you wish to get injured

hey!can you hear winnie pooh,pikachu and tweetie crying ?

i heard it!

they all get banned by this cause they are 

YELLOW in colour.

Everyone post up to facebook do not go out for this day

but..

i have my bm intensive class at 9 am

bless me

can i skip for my tuition on this day?

will sunday become a holiday?

i wish so

daddy

Daddy didn't scold me about my result, so i love you .
but you just prepare rotan...

1st of july

time flew so fast

it's july

friday,we should at penang island 

but some bad news came over

ruined our journey

protest,don't wear yellow

becareful don't simply say what you want

better prepare food for this 9 july

worry will influence other state

since when malaysia become like that?

it's getting dangerous