Sometimes , anonymouss agak annoying kan ? tp ade some of anonymous yang baik , tnye soalan yang masuk akal , am i right ? :)

Sunday, 30 January 2011

yeah.=)

Ask me anything

Wavin Hand to January

waving my hand to January ,2011

we are going to step in February 2011 
not very sad but kinda..
it means that Spm is nearer 

i don't have to count down 
but when i open my eyes
looking at the calender 
indirectly it just like count down for me!

February activities:
Chinese New Year
February Test
and So on..

all the activities i can remember just
these two
others i totally forget it

how many shirts you bought for  chinese new year?
firstly,i don't plan to buy many for it
cause i knew i less go out to get more "ang Pow"
i hopin this year "ang Pow" is more than last year
that is my every year wish list!


starting,i bought 4 shirts when the dates are still in 2010
after into 2011
shopping for new year is common activities
i bought the other 4 shirts when we are just planning for looking
they gave a big discount for the shirts
of course we don't make them and self sad right?XD



Finally

Friday, 28 January 2011

I Thanks to god 
make the calender goes so fast
and now it's 
a new year
Chinese New Year
and 
a week + holiday

I am glad that Malaysia don't have 
spring,summer,fall and winter
but sometimes i do hope for
that..

new year
new solution
the first time,i went to our activity club
which is Bowling Templin
Yes! Finally,i am in with it!
i do love bowling but because of shy,and don't have chinese there
but this year,i don't care anymore
i went there with Jiawen
both of us are very special there
*kinda Perasan*
not we are great in there
just we are the only two chinese inside the Club

we ignore this and 
attend the activity happily~!


 

Yeeaahhh!

Thursday, 20 January 2011

kinda narcissism
Yeah,It's me!
i knew it,i kinda narcissism 
but i cant stop it.
Aha!

i had try my very best for thinking
someone good points,

no one are perfect. 
Yeah! it's truee
it is soo true
but it's hard to ignore the person
who i  hate so much
about her bad point
i'm not gossip about her right now
i just...
i can't see her good point AT ALL

maybe i hate too much...

i don't know!
All i know is..defeat her
in result instead of
quarrel,or fighting..

good girls don't fight 
=)

February test nearer and nearer
can i go far away from this test?
there is no way to avoid..

i try my best to revision the subject 
that i learn in school.

i really hope to get better resultt..
i don't see my way
but
i know i have to study well

there is one bright way for my future
and that is my path
but i don't interested with it 
*ahem,now trying to build my interest.*

or ..
i should go on adventure with it 
full with my interest,my dream??

i am confuse,i don't know ..



Ill Visited me

Saturday, 15 January 2011

Oh shit!
i think because  i don't drink water??
ahaha
absolutely!i dislike drink sky juice

because :
it is colourless,no sweets
it just like drinking medicine for me..

but now
i really taste the bitterness of medicine
it's totally different with waters
indeed,water is better
but it's too late to discover it

Sore Throat,headache,fever,body pain,bone pain..
oh my god..

almost every parts of my body are pain
i knew that is the consequences of not drinking water

by the way,i still can online for writing those things..
instead of lying at the bed..


i really hope i'll recover faster. 
i'm suffering  
:(

No more coconut tree

Friday, 14 January 2011

it's no more and no more
a coconut tree on my head.

yeah,last year it's my trade mark
i don't even want to chop down
and i didn't =)

but my hair grow longer and longer
make me lose my coconut tree


now it's turn into ...
a black fountain
(because my hair was black)
indeed,it is impossible to get silver

my school abandon to dye hair
but i think only for chinese and indian
because we show our hair

it's kinda sad for losing my coconut tree..

i don't make it fountain anymore
i make "pao" on my head
xD

Just 17

Sunday, 9 January 2011

when we're in 7 years old
we hoping to be 17

but when we're in 17
we hope to be 7 years old

7 years old
enjoying childhood
1st time stepped into primary school,standard 1

15 years old
still in honeymoon life,the third year in secondary school form 3
we had to Faced PMR

17 years old
life full with homework,worries
last year for secondary school form 5
no more honeymoon or else
SPM just in-front of us

"when there is a will,there is the way"
i have the will,but i don't see the way..
  
step forward bravely without turning back.





정말 ..미쳤다..(真的疯了)

Thursday, 6 January 2011

i really thinking that i am crazy
i have nothing to do today..
feel bored to watch tv
feel bored to play games
feel bored to take photo

i have nothing to do.
i open up my sejarah book 
chapter 9 which is my teach is going discuss with us
i translate it into chinese and type in microsoft
going to print out soon

but isn't whole chapter 9
just until 9.2.

i have confident that my teacher is not going to 9.3 
this week
so..
i giving myself to understand what is chapter 9 about.


i really hope have a book which is about form 5 Sejarah
and it is in chinese version.

have this kind book appear in bookstoree?
nope.
all is in malay version.

i wondering how the books like in keat hwa or sin min

天使与恶魔

Saturday, 1 January 2011

每个人都拥有一位小天使和一位恶魔
 自然的,我们通常都是被小天使守护着..
当然我们是看不到它们的存在的..

不论我们在想些什么,小天使通通都知道,
当然当我们心里存有善良的心,想做善事
小天使就会鼓励我们去做
不过..
当我们心里存有坏念头,
小天使会用尽力气阻止我们,
如果坏念头的力量太大,
小天使的力量慢慢的减少,
反之,恶魔的力量就增加,
这个时候,恶魔就会乘机赶走了守护我们的的小天使,
恶魔就独占与控制了我们的心思..

天使不断的告诫我们,
“当我们说一个谎言时..
有时候需要更大的谎言来掩饰..
一个谎言接一个谎言的掩饰下去,
谎言的雪球就会不断的增大..,
最后大到无法掩饰了,
谎言就会被揭穿了..”

当我们被恶魔占据了心思时
并不是没办法把它取走..
只是我们必须遇到某些事情或得到某些教训..
觉悟了
恶魔就无法继续呆在我们的身边了..
自然的我们就会被新的小天使守护了..

当我们被怒火冲昏了头时,产生了
坏念头,小天使会变得更虚弱..
恶魔就会在我们的身边徘徊..

当我们在生气时,
我们的眼睛已容不下任何人..
只看到自己了..
所以不论如何,
我们都应该冷静的思考后
再行动..

=)
你真的相信世间上有天使与恶魔的存在吗?



Good-Bye 2010 And Sweet 16

Friday, 31 December 2010

it's time to say goodbye to 2010
it gave me  sweet 16 in 2010
i met any kind of peoples,
look through much peoples
knowing more friends 
all happened in 2010
it will stay in my memory

Welcome Sweet 17 in 2011
to me
it is an important year
it will decide my way 
and..
my future

it's time to change myself into
more mature
more understanding
more diligent
more and more things
it is my hope.

 Happy New Year


in 2010,whole world received unlucky and maybe
it's our Earth Mother Revenge to us
keep on happening natural disaster,
it's sad to heard it.

Hope all of this will End it in 2010 Only

2011 is New Year
New Hopes
New Life
New Inspiration

At the End,

Happy New Year to Everyone 
=)

I'm Sorry

Thursday, 30 December 2010

To all my friends,

if i did/said anything make you feel annoying,
i'm sorry..

i really don't mean to hurt people's feeling
most stuff i said just kidding,no offense.
if you take it as serious,please tell me.
i will behave.

please tell me 
i need to know my weakness

and ..
I'll try my best to change..



I want to be a Brand-new Sandy Tan in 2011
different with 2010 Sandy Tan

Thank You
=)

New Year

Wednesday, 29 December 2010

New Year,
Forget last year words,
because it's belong to last year,

New Year,
It's Gave me a big hope
to myself
I can fulfill my dreams or cant
it's depend on myself

it's a big pressure to myself
i know,but i have to
because it's my dream.

Relax,
i lose it long time ago,
i forgot what is the feeling,
i knew i'll forget my dream if i really relaxing,
so..
i prefer pressure instead of Relax..

i hope i really can do well in this year 2011,
i believe i can do it,
if i really want to.
bears is the one who always be my side
This Winnie The Pooh it is my Birthday present 2009
 Angie Tan Gave me This Winnie Pooh,i Love it 
i appreciate it.
We were Bestie last year..
It's A simple Bear but full with FriendshipLove
 Angie Law Gave me this bear 2009 too,
both angie give bears.
photo with bears
Jia Wen tomato Give me bear too but it's 2010
haha,i love these 3 bears
Even though just simple bear,you guys gave me
but i feel your hearts.
maybe we aren't good as last year we do
but the love still remain same.

Merry Christmas Again

Friday, 24 December 2010

"Jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way! 
O what fun it is to ride  
In a one-horse open sleigh"

It's the end of the year again
i heard people says
prepare an apple in front of you
and wait until 
12:00 am on 25 December 
then Eat it.

you'll get a very rough year
i don't know 
it's true or just a lie

well,Wish all of you
Merry Christmas

sleep tight,and wake up in the morning
you'll get your present 
from Santa Claus

Remember go under the tree check it out your present 




Holiday

Tuesday, 21 December 2010

Holiday going say bye-bye to me soon 

i didn't go anywhere other than alor star

all the places i visited just one day trip

i envy all my friends have a great time in this holiday 
but i don't jealousy

i gave myself a great time too
for working at own shop
it's the first experience i work in own shop
we opened 2002
but it is the first year holiday i go for working

playing with wild dogs
i found out they are cute too
wild cats
i don't touch them before
but now
i play with them when i'm free
i have own cat in shop too 
which is Tommy 
it is a tom cat

it's sleep when we are working.
such a lazy cat.
haha


 

A Big shock from my daddy.

Wednesday, 15 December 2010

Sound Great ?
not a good surprise..

but before we attend the party,my dad was vomited blood..
we were so curious and worry " what's going to my dad?"

i didn't cry but i almost cry..
my mind keep on thinking like happened on TV Drama Series,they vomit blood and get the news that they are having 3rd cancel.. *don't watch too much Drama,..=.=

i cant even imagine what if we really lose my dad..
my dad told me in the car while we heading to KMC
he said ' Sand,If Daddy really happen anything,daddy told mummy to sold out all the things he got and bring us to vacation,spent it on our education"
(i was tryin to stop my tear coming out)
he continue..
"he wants us to live in the world happily,because without him our live still need to go on.."
( i cant stop my tears..i really afraid to lose him.)

But..
i just replied him " daddy,it won't happen anything on you..god always be with us,you'll be fine"
actually,i really afraid to accept if really happened

We Reached KMC..
my daddy went to have a CT Scan his chest and throat ..

thanks god it's really nothing with my daddy,just Infection in his lung...

 HAHA.

I LOVE YOU DADDY!!