To My friends,

you can point out my weakness

cause i hope we can open-heartedness to each other

i'm glad you tell me my bad attitued,weakness

but you don't have show my weakness

like copy my behavior,and you made it so exaggeration

that is the way you insulted me

 i treat you as my best friends 

but seems like you don't

you point out every weakness of me

that made you ashamed 

now i just wish you could

 look at yourself behavior before you comment on my attitude 

don't take things for granted

you made me totally disappointed on you

and heart broken when you told me 

i am annoying when i broke up with my boyfriends

i everyday thinking of him and everything

and talk about him every time

i thought you will understand my situation

but you didn't
you really broke my heart

when we met problem,i do wish you could be the listener

you don't have to comment on everything 

i just hope for quietly listen to our problems

you giving yourself a chance to comment my weakness

but you don't give me chance to tell you yours.

just for a question 

am i your best friends?or just me thinking that we're best friends?

i trying ignore this kind of feeling 

just for our friendship 

but you making me heart broken for a time over a time

you never understand peoples feeling,you just know yours

i shared everything to all my best friends,included my problems or my joyful

but you just listen my joyful and make it just a piece of cake in your eyes

you insulted me but you never know

you have better joyful to shared compare to mine

you have everything that is better than everyone

all i wish just

respect me 

 esteem my pride

and my dignity

why i am writing down here? just we ever promised to each other
not to gossip
i wish you could do respect me,my pride and my dignity.

thankyou

What a day!

having 3 subject test today

but i just revision for 2 subjects

i did not know at all for the third subject

i was shocked when my teacher come in and tell us 

to clean up our table 

to start the test

after that our teacher giving us the paper,she tells us that it is open book test!

whole class was shouting YES!!

laudly..

okay,let's turn back the time to recess time

after finish our breakfast (nasi lemak)

we went to toilet

while i standing there,a girl across me 

and the water on the floor go into my shoes directly

instead of apologize to me ,she acts don't know

i scolded out but not bad words..

my friend scolded me for that

if you're in my shoes,can you stand it?

probably not

if she apologize,then everything will be fine 

just say Sorry,

it's not rocket science

nowaday,most of the little girls have no more manner 

everything act nothing 

when we did it to them,and what is their reaction?

of course,scolding babi,everything
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i wonder why everyone must cheating in the exam??

you don't put effort on it and hope for successful ?

you're dreaming

even though you get good grades right now,but doesn't mean you are having good grade 

in spm too


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 to : Cikgu　Che Yom 

R.I.P..

Holiday!

weeee~

i'm so excited with this holiday 

maybe is the last holiday for form 5 perhaps form 3 too

*i'm not very sure about it*

after march holidays,the coming holidays we are going to start our 

school class tambahan

god!

we have NO time to rest at all

the coming holidays is like nothing to us

there is no different with school day

urgh..

i don't like it AT ALL!

i think no ones will like it

=.=

this holiday not just everyday sleep at home only

we still have plenty of homework

After holiday,

our March exam is start

Moral Folio : Tugasan Seharian

photo

we need to pass up 

BI : god,this is incredible

we have to read 2 novels in these 7 days

and make a report for it

Sejarah : Um..i think i done it but nota not at all!

Perd: my nota not even touch yet

thanks god,no account,no mathematics

and we only have 7 days to did alll..

7 days! 3 days for Camp,left 4 days!

not a holiday too

T-T

after SPM,maybe it's real holiday with no homework

and no school.

only left Freedom~!weee~

oh ya!,forget to write down about our lunch time
we finished school at 2:30pm
and guess what time we start our extra class?
3:00pm? NO
it's 2:40pm!
ONly 10 minutes to let us EAT?
when we fnish buying the food from canteen,not even eat it
we already used 10 minutes.

i hate the life with 10 minutes break for lunch time!

I'm Sorry

To all my friends,

if i did/said anything make you feel annoying,

i'm sorry..

i really don't mean to hurt people's feeling

most stuff i said just kidding,no offense.

if you take it as serious,please tell me.

i will behave.

please tell me 

i need to know my weakness

and ..
I'll try my best to change..

I want to be a Brand-new Sandy Tan in 2011

different with 2010 Sandy Tan

Thank You
=)

Dark Sky

it's a black day for me today..
arghh..
i have a lots of thing need to solve it now
but..
i don't want to tell everyone..

izzit that means that is my secret spaces??
i never think of i will need it ..

i thought i'm the person who will laugh always eventhough met prob'em.
but now..
i know i'm not..

I need a places let me relax..
maybe it is too tension for me??
maybe examination??
what is the problem??..

i also dunno..
haha..

i admitted..i like taylor swift's Song

Love Story


but when i heard the music start,..
my mind think of others thing
it make me moody!

when i'm going forget about this?..

i don't like the feel

i hate it..

no one will know what happened to me

i admitted i have act Emo For awhile..

i act happy..

i try to avoid the question they asked me....


my heart make me insane..
i hope tonight i will not get insomnia..

i hate the feeling that i put effort on it..
but it never get a better things..

such as examination,
that is why i never try to study while exam..

i wanted to find a place to cool down my mind
or a room full with..Novels?Games?..

i just wanted a place cool my mind..

should i speak to you ?

..who will be the listener for me??..

arh..

Just Forget it!