a big shock

i just receive a news bring with a big shock 

the dog in my mom shop 

was dead for almost a month ago..

it's a big big shock

i remember how it's look at me when its need sayang

i sat down,it come and sit beside me

i rub it belly

it's so cute

is that its destiny?

it dead by an accident

which bustard car killed it?

we wondered for a long time

we didnt see it,and now will never see it again..

maybe now it stay in heaven..

we called it ‘black mouth’

because it's mouth black

a clever dog,listen to people order

never even woff at stranger,but it's a strange dog

all i wish just R.I.P..

i missed it..

a moment like this

china sims player create this girl
she looks soo nice
and they create eye shadow,lips,hair,clothes,and so on
they just so awesome,i addicted to sims2 again
because of it,i downloaded those things
but i have no chance to play,cause it's wrong time to play
but soon i gonna play it
i wish to have chance create it like them too
i will create my friends idol,to make them addicted as i do
haha

left 3 days

oh yeah,

trials going end soon

left 3 days!

oh yeah.

love it

but principle are very kind

she asked us to go school to kacau whose taking physic and art

go school for nothing 

the last two days

i will go wednesday either thursday only

it's tiring

excited for trials finish

heehee

be strong,=)

如果有天我爱的人离开我了

　或许一段时间的我会低落，伤心

　但我不会永远展现这么懦弱

因为我并不是没用的自己

　

 

只是我好奇为啥有人明知道了结果

　也知道应该接受了，但却还愿意傻傻地展现自己的懦弱

不爱就不爱了

再怎么苦苦哀求那感觉不再回来了

　干吗还那么傻的相信他会回来呢？

　等待有用么？

那份感情没了，就算等到天荒地老

还是一样的

　结局早已订下

潇洒的放下，改变自己

让他后悔，不是更好吗？

　为啥会愿意为个不爱你的人，哀求呢？

 

成天住在回忆里，只会毁了你的未来

　回忆就不会回来了，未来正在等你来决定

有天或许你早已放下了，只是习惯了放不下他的感觉

习惯了待在那回忆中

如果是我...

我不会为了任何一个人变得懦弱，因为我不是这样的一个人

　我是强者，否则怎么会出现在这世上呢？

　因为我强于别人，所以出现了在这世上

痛苦情况下，请记得告诉自己

‘　我是强者，我是胜利者！

　没事情会打败我的’

don't look down on SMILE

Smile through every problem, 

smile through every pain, 

smile through every hater.

That smile will make your life better

 

 

about you,friends

 it passed 4 days 

finally and soon will end

tomorrow science

it's killing me,i don't even study yet

i don't like science

errrr

if the person who really love you,he/she will come back without you drop your tears

accept the fact when he leaves you and he will never turn back

i read friends' blog,they cried for boys

do everything for boys

they are not stupid,they just really love

i can see my shadow there,once i did the same way

i woke up ,and i wish they will too

she cried,and waiting that boy for 3 months 

and he came back,broke up

if the love there,it will never show break up

and he didnt even wants to see her

it's show he doesn't love her anymore

but she insist to wait,she believes someday he will come back

this isnt true love

just puppy love,don't worth anything

she remember all those words that boy told her

she cried again..

that boy promised her and he broke it

there's no value anymore,

boys words don't worth for girls to remember it

they just use it when it's good times

they don't mean it

i wish she will wake up soon,it's time to decide her future

the last chance,and never have second chance like our trials essay

Birthday fall on trials

it's xinning birthday today

we still continue our plan to celebrate for her 

even 7:50am we are going to fight with those papers 

feeling so bad to XinNing 

recently,i don't save money as well

and have no present to give her

perhaps i going to keep weight and save money

 

i addicted to sims2 AGAIN

i learn to create mesh,and try to change the colour or styles

evennthough i failed but doesn't means i going give up

problems here;trials now 

and i addicting with sims2

 

trials

it's trials now

but i still having some good time to online

i also don't know why

even i just open up facebook for NOTHING

but i still do it

it's my routine

tomorrow is the hardest subject for me

history paper 2,and moral

god,i wish you will bless me

i'm trying my best right after i finish blog

to study 

maybe tonight i stay up for little history 

build up interest in history

it's the EASIEST way to get high marks in it

Birrtthh..DAY!

yeah,birthday 

excited

went to penang whole day

and TOTALLY 

forgot science tuition

then skip account tuition

i'm not skipping actually,i don't mean it

but i just came back too late

it's start 1 hour plus!

bought tiramisu cake 

17 years,the first time i bought other flavor cake except chocolate

almost every years,my cake were chocolate cake!

i do love chocolate much

怎么了

到底怎么了我

生日到了

心莫名的痛..

 

半情歌-元若蓝

半情歌 - 元若蓝
花 接受凋零
风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些 不要紧
我接受你的决定
你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
另一半的歌

time flew so fast

it's august 

trials coming

and i'm still here!

1st august i'm sick

ate too much chocolate without drink waters

i think i had planned to get sick

gonna tuition soon

aih,so worry my result 

i tell myself everything will be fine

yes,i can do it!

“Don't believe on anyone's words. They will tell sweet words and then later they come across another better person and they will just leave. At this age all love is puppy love not true love. So don't ever fall for them. Just as a friend ok but not more than that. Think of your studies and future. Your studies only can give you handle.”

this is what Jiawen told me  

 she was right.

just puppy love. 

去他妈的爱情

     

愛情是撒旦送來的禮物，拆開之後你的人生就陷入萬劫不復

愛情是​毒藥穿的糖衣，甜美的包裝下是致命的危機。

愛情是殘酷的遊戲，等​你好不容易鼓起勇氣付出真心的時候，再一次讓你陷入失望的絕境。​

真心是笑話 ! 

勇氣是廢話 ! 

堅持是鬼話 ! 

忠貞是夢話 ! 

幸福是屁話 !

所以我的結論是 ... 去他媽的愛情 !!!　

 

copy from 偷心大圣PS男 

laziest week

i don't know what's going on with me

i've been so lazy

everyday go school and take a long nap

teacher were mad with me

erm,i think

people counting spm trials

and make me getting lazier and lazier

maybe pressure?

kinda emo

i feel something gonna happen

but i don't know 

just feel it

i don't know what's on my mind

feeling so complicated

 i've been fooling around in class

when i'm awake

didn't even listen to teacher

met principal for our reputation

and she advised us 2 hours in the meeting room

but i..was dreaming

just a lazy week!

Done!

Folio Moral?

DONE!

FOlio additional mathematics?

DONE!

isn't great?nah..

people done long time ago

but i just finish it

haha

i become like a lazy pig which like to lie on the bed

no more activities

sleep sleep sleep!

soon,having college installation

kinda excited,everyone is going

it must be so great!

i need prepare to face all those reality

with smile

yes,smile 

=)

i can do it!haha

what should i wish?

Let god decide whether i get PLKN or not.
if it's the fate that i have to go,
then i go without any complain
cause it's my way
i believe god will make the best way for me

nervous makes me feeling unwell
nervous don't give any benefit to me
so i don't even think about it

all i do,just follow the things that god make for me

i don't know how to decide going or not
i wish to go meanwhile i wish not
so let god decide

i'm so so so care about plkn's TOILET
if dirty,i going crazy
so i wish it's clean
i afraid of cockroach,lizard,and FROG
omg,i couldn't imagine what if i'm bathing and there's a frog
it's KILLING me

other side
u would like to get an experience that other people wouldn't have the chance such as take guns.
and healthy lifestyle with rm 150 each month
just 3 month
i guess i must be so healthy after i came back
i love to get a healthy skin
just playing and get rm 150
WORTH!so worth to me
is there have bungee?i wish there have it !

so
 what should i wish?

someday

i'm waiting for someday a guy would collect my broken heart

lazyness

it's 9 of july

yellow shirt are not allowed！

or you wish to get injured

hey!can you hear winnie pooh,pikachu and tweetie crying ?

i heard it!

they all get banned by this cause they are 

YELLOW in colour.

Everyone post up to facebook do not go out for this day

but..

i have my bm intensive class at 9 am

bless me

can i skip for my tuition on this day?

will sunday become a holiday?

i wish so

daddy

Daddy didn't scold me about my result, so i love you .
but you just prepare rotan...

1st of july

time flew so fast

it's july

friday,we should at penang island 

but some bad news came over

ruined our journey

protest,don't wear yellow

becareful don't simply say what you want

better prepare food for this 9 july

worry will influence other state

since when malaysia become like that?

it's getting dangerous

Badminton

i really have no idea with the title

having some sports with friends

i met some familiar friends 

everyone asking

going college Installation?

er..

i not really think so

i ever promised to my daddy 

that was my last night for the interaction

i wish i can go it

daddy,can you hear me?

i really want to go this 

but i promised you ,can i broke it?

 i didnt mean to broke it

but it's soo attractive

not the boys,it's my friends

lots of them going

shey hwa,she never attend these things

first time she want to go

i wish to have  good night with her

Wei Ann,hey her mom banded her

and now she got the jam 

so she will be there

can i?daddy?..

i know you will mad

i think i can't make it 

sorry girls

skip skip skip

today was our sports day

but i skipped it

so so so sad for i can't be at keat hwa as drama supporter

i found out we are invited to be supporters at 1am

god,are you kidding me?

i've hopin for so long

the time i decided to skip it and let it go

and we are invited

it's too late to inform other girls

6:30am to 5:30pm

11 hours,even longer than the time we stay at home

urgh,that's why i skipped it

we can skip,of course we must have some important reason

MC

i'm so strong how can i get MC?

idk

i can't pretend to sick,doctors can always found out the reason

our principal had please us to be present today

but sorry teacher

we let you down

i did it purposely

you threaten us 

but we protest by this way 

what you going do to us?

 form 5 students are sick with school activities

you should know

 

we have no more time to be wasting in these activities

you asked us to study

yeah,the moment we want to study you forced us to join sport

we know you are good to us

you want us to be healthy 

always stick at books are one of the way unhealthy

but indirectly you are forcing us to this unhealthy activities.

 

we stay at home not because of lazy

just sick with all these things

we need to rest

do our own things

rest is the best way for us right now

Friends

Best Friends forever
[THAT IS WHAT WE SAID]


without you girl,my soul will dead
you thought me things,i never knew




what would i do without you

Enemy @ Cascada

Do you know
we're stuck in the middle
two ways to go
Words inside my head
but you don't wanna know
We've been hurt before
but why can't we let it go

You know I
I've been searching for this love all my life
I can't stand this pain
won't you please tell me why
you still hide away
you don't need to be afraid

I will be waiting here for you to realize
open your heart to me, you'll see it through
my eyes!

If you could read my mind
Nothing I need to say,
You'd never run away!
How can I make you start believing?
that I'm not the enemy!

If you could read my mind
all the things I feel inside
then you'd see
that I'm not the enemy

I'm not the enemy

Do you know
you're the air I breathe and I wanna show
what's inside my head
know that you're not alone
push your fears away

cause I am still holding on

I will be waiting here for you to realize
open your heart to me, you'll see it through
my eyes!

If you could read my mind
Nothing I need to say,
You'd never run away!
How can I make you start believing?
that I'm not the enemy!

If you could read my mind
all the things I feel inside
then you'd see
I'm not the enemy

Cause nothin' feels the same
everytime you say my name
and I need you to know
that we need to make a change
stop playin' these foolish games

I'm not the enemy

If you could read my mind
Nothing I need to say,
You'd never run away
How can I make you start believing?
I'm not the enemy!

If you could read my mind
all the things I feel inside
then you'd see
that I'm not the enemy

it's over 2 weeks from school holidays

obviously i still live in my world..

came back 4,never touch my books

just like someone just said..

Chef will never cook in his house,because he had cook for a day

same like i do..

i'll never read books after i came back from school,i had touch it for whole day

 XD

i should touch something different ya..

my dad might kill me if he saw this post 

congratz

congratulation to drama members

they made a history for convent

=)

Penang trip

wake up in the morning

feeling dizzy

but excited for the penang tripp

heehee

@queensbay mall 11am

walk into the shopping mall

finding a new target and we wander it inside the shop

we never wanted to buy anything

just wander onlyyy..

having a great time in baskin robin

oh my god!

i bought a cup with 2 junior scoop,without any thing

berry very strawberry

i love it

i tried some great flavour ice cream too

starwberry cheese cake flavour

heehee

we was planned to have lunch at Toilet bowl

oh shit,i really have no fate with it

went there for several times

but never reach the restaurant

included yesterday

errggg...

heading to pragin mall

it's time to shopping

wee

i bought  a medium waist pants

finally!!

heehee

i got my pants and bought a sunglasses

third destination @ batu feringgi

have more  photo in my friend's camera

stop for 1 hour,then head to..

Gurney Drive for dinner

i went to clinic cafe for dinner

with shireen infront of the restaurant

look at the soup

the hard boiled egg

i odered chicken cutlet

came it with very ordinary but the sauce..

cute right?heeehee

my friend drank the vanilla milkshake

almost vomit..

omg,..

he describe how great that milkshake taste

milk powder,vanilla powder and icecube

only in the glass

no water at all..

godd....

at last he spilt out..

just like in the movie

someone drank the poisonous drink

then fainted ..

haha

10;30pm going leave penang ..

i''m sad to leave it

but i miss my family..>.<

Omg,tomorrow it's the day

i waiting it.

i planned to wear lens on that day

unfortunately,i don't get it.

maybe it's fate

i believe xD

7am gonna wake up

gosh,i have to hit the sack earlier than ever i do..

>.<



the lastest event had been cancelled.

we planned for long time

but at last it's still cancel

we have no court to play our badminton

perhaps should go to cityplaze for bowling?

i wish so

To My friends,

you can point out my weakness

cause i hope we can open-heartedness to each other

i'm glad you tell me my bad attitued,weakness

but you don't have show my weakness

like copy my behavior,and you made it so exaggeration

that is the way you insulted me

 i treat you as my best friends 

but seems like you don't

you point out every weakness of me

that made you ashamed 

now i just wish you could

 look at yourself behavior before you comment on my attitude 

don't take things for granted

you made me totally disappointed on you

and heart broken when you told me 

i am annoying when i broke up with my boyfriends

i everyday thinking of him and everything

and talk about him every time

i thought you will understand my situation

but you didn't
you really broke my heart

when we met problem,i do wish you could be the listener

you don't have to comment on everything 

i just hope for quietly listen to our problems

you giving yourself a chance to comment my weakness

but you don't give me chance to tell you yours.

just for a question 

am i your best friends?or just me thinking that we're best friends?

i trying ignore this kind of feeling 

just for our friendship 

but you making me heart broken for a time over a time

you never understand peoples feeling,you just know yours

i shared everything to all my best friends,included my problems or my joyful

but you just listen my joyful and make it just a piece of cake in your eyes

you insulted me but you never know

you have better joyful to shared compare to mine

you have everything that is better than everyone

all i wish just

respect me 

 esteem my pride

and my dignity

why i am writing down here? just we ever promised to each other
not to gossip
i wish you could do respect me,my pride and my dignity.

thankyou

Amazing

suddenly,i feel that i'm so amazing

spending 2 days finish akaun folio

bahahahahaahaha..

What's wrong with me?

i don't know

i'm so obsessed with the clothes right now

my most important exam is on 2moro early in the morning

and now

i still sitting infront of laptop,looking for those clothes!

>.<

what 17 year old supposed to be?

17 year-old should be mature?

i wondering >.<

when i going to buy some bed sheet for my bed

i chosen cartoon

and the salesgirl looking at me 

and guessing how old am i?

it's embarrasing

but i do love that bed sheet so much

17 year-old are banned from buy cartoon bed sheet?

oh c'mon

i was thinking

what if i 21 year-old and i choose cartoon bed sheet again

are they going look me like they saw freak here?

i had tried to ignore them,but they just got my attention !

>.<!

their eyes following me everywhere,dammit!

You know why it’s hard to be happy? 

It's because we refuse to let go of the things that make us sad.

let it pass 

happiness will come towards to you

 it's coming june

my dad just realize how bad is my bahasa malaysia

it's a good news

last time he never believe it 

and keep on telling me i haven't tried the best

but now believe it

heehee

he asked me to tuition for BM

YESH!finally 

 

i decided to take bm same with Ann

1st time gonna tuition with her

exciting XD

i'm not playing with my result

hahaha

it's back!

Finally,blogger maintenance finished

haha

i waited for whole day

XD 

and just for nothing! XD

something gonna change my day tomorrow

i wish god will be my side

i do really need him

he is the one i yearn 

please give me a chance.

 

T.G.I Back xD

HELP!

i can't sleep,

i can't stop myself for doubt to revision sejarah or add.math first

 

>.< my god!

 This Month Schedule

Saturday

•  curriculum Day 7am-4pm
• account folio tuition 4-6:30pm
• account tuition 7:15-9:45pm

Sunday

• No school but revision for mid-year examination

Monday

Mid-year exam start until 26th May 2011

 

finish..

exam for whole month

goshh..

thanks god for after the exam,we havin 2 weeks holiday

but we still have to attend our holiday class 

for SPM 

>.<!

I miss YOU!

Oh My GoD!

Oh my god

Oh my god...

3DS!

my favourite!!

I'm Back!

Lost for a week

didnt touch my dearest laptop at all

my table filled up with my homework

*there's no place to put my laptop anymore

but now..

i'm back 

even though there's still plenty of homework waiting me

i can't stand it anymoree

everyday just like a busy bee,

i do not sleep well,rest well

hahaha

it's time to change?

i saw lots of my friends and they totally changed 

into different person

and,i am still the same

nothing change..

maybe it's time to change?

when i saw their photo,

i get a big big surprise

just like..

Oh,my god!

is she my friends?

she changed into a mature women

there's no more little girl

we grew up together 

we lost our contact since 2008

she have a big eye which i always wish have it

a cute face,nice personality 

she put on make up,eye leashes,lip gross

and lots

it is so so so different!

sometimes,i do wish i'll become like that too

but..

i know it wouldn't become true

cause i am a super lazy girl for put on these things

i envy her have a nice appearance,

have a good skill for make up

i envy,but when i going to buy these things

i just feeling like..wasting money for it..

better buy some computer games,Ps games..

Every time i saw them,it's important to them

they will put on make up and check it every minutes

"There's no Ugly Women,just only have Lazy Women"

i like to look at the fashion and imagine to have it Only..

compare me and them

i just like haven't grow up

what about them?

just like a mature women!

What a day!

having 3 subject test today

but i just revision for 2 subjects

i did not know at all for the third subject

i was shocked when my teacher come in and tell us 

to clean up our table 

to start the test

after that our teacher giving us the paper,she tells us that it is open book test!

whole class was shouting YES!!

laudly..

okay,let's turn back the time to recess time

after finish our breakfast (nasi lemak)

we went to toilet

while i standing there,a girl across me 

and the water on the floor go into my shoes directly

instead of apologize to me ,she acts don't know

i scolded out but not bad words..

my friend scolded me for that

if you're in my shoes,can you stand it?

probably not

if she apologize,then everything will be fine 

just say Sorry,

it's not rocket science

nowaday,most of the little girls have no more manner 

everything act nothing 

when we did it to them,and what is their reaction?

of course,scolding babi,everything
 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

i wonder why everyone must cheating in the exam??

you don't put effort on it and hope for successful ?

you're dreaming

even though you get good grades right now,but doesn't mean you are having good grade 

in spm too


-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 to : Cikgu　Che Yom 

R.I.P..

Crazy

my computer was driving me crazy

it's just like having sense of i having examination in this week

guess what?

it's broke down!!

Stewpid enough

i feeling like wanted to throw out all xDD

i wish to have external hard drives,ugrade my ram

lots

just to play sims3

i can't play at all,my computer processor just

1.6GHz.

sims 3 required 2.0GHz

arghh..

now i learned to reformat my computer

and it change back into the first time

weee

i have to download all those things i need again!!

but nevermind la,at least i can open my computer

and surfing internet

very happyy!!

사랑♥

bored.

i became lazy and even lazier..

i don't like to open any books after finish school

i opened computer

even i have nothing to do..

it's really boring right now

and i addicted to edit photo 

SUDDENLY..

haha

i took my doggies photo and edited it 

how is it?

 i know

i very very very very lame 

错的人-elva 萧亚轩

        明知道爱情并不牢靠 

但是我还是拼命往里跳
 
　　明知道再走可能是监牢
 
　　但是我还是相信只是煎熬
 

　　朋友都劝我不要不要 

不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑 

但是做人已经那么累 

假惺惺的想要逃 

在爱里连真心都不能给 

这才真的真正的可笑 

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲 

太容易让自己沉沦 

太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕 

我太笨 明知道你是错的人

明知道这不是缘分 

但是我还奋不顾身 

但我相信有点可能 

可能 在爱里面这样算笨 

可能 永远没有所谓永恒 

但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能 

　　宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

第一天的开学真不好受的说..

习惯性的迟睡导致差点儿迟到..

到了学校,有着许多没完成的功课必须赶完

太累人了..

回家后,不舒服整个头胀胀的..

（都不知道搞什么）

干完了家务忍不住的倒睡去了..

好闷~\(≧▽≦)/~

羡慕那些没来学校的同学

又要考试了..

我们学校一天到晚都是考试的

都不知道学到什么又再考试了..

（疯了）

情不自禁的想起在露营时的情景..

让我记得的是

怀孕的小游戏..

我们都把装了水的气球，放进肚子

这是感受母亲怀孕时的痛苦..

之后

按摩的小游戏 （超喜欢）

我们都一边唱着“一比呀呀，一比一比呀”然后“一比捶捶，一比一比捶”

很好玩！！

哈哈..

还有就是那个传话的

（超搞笑）

前面和后面的答案简直就是..

天壤之别..

嗨呀！开学了！ 

别再现有的没得了！

也可以说是..

没时间在发白日梦了吧..
SPM ！SPM !

专心！专心！

不过..

先说说刚才在学校时的情景吧！

发了疯的我不停的唱着 Jar Of Hearts

然后同学就忍不住的评评理了（开玩笑的那种）

之后又想请教我account

我就很冷酷的拒绝了她，然后告诉她

如果你说我的声音好听的话我就教你

然后她的脸直接180度得变化

很好笑，说什么好听

听得入神什么什么的

之后老师就来了（因为我唱很大声，很乱）

老师就问我为什么一直唱个不停

我朋友就告诉她我的男友刚死去了

很伤心，所以疯了！

我也一边的装的很像

老师看了后

就误以为真的说

“Sandy！ Focus ！Focus!!"

然后就走掉了

我们一群一直在那边笑到..

要晕倒

（老师很单纯厚）

不知道怎么了的我，唱歌唱到连Account 都忘记怎么做

（我真的疯了！！）

今天真是..

又开心，又心烦啊！！ＸＤ

明天的功课在向我招手了

已走到尽头..

Bye lo~

Sandy.

My 3 days Camp diaries

3 days over so freakin fast

i haven't enjoy enought yet

kinda regret for some times i didn't appreaciate the chance

okay,the first day..

convent's girls all have to seperate into 8 different group

and i am the one soo lucky,different group,different dorm!

GOD!i sleep alone 

some peoples are wicked!they occupied my sleeping place

and move away my luggage 

SHIT!

they are so annoying

they still maintain their personality eventhough they get wrong "arrogant"

i became the leader of the group which name in chinese is Zhong( 忠）

there should be 25 + person in each group

but there is so much unresponbility person they registered and then skipped

so my group left 19 .

girls are shy which i also don't know why 

(perhaps they are acting?)

haha

Kh pupils have one kind or personality 

but i don't know how to show it out

all the pupils are same personality

maybe they came from rich family,but for me

if we join in a camp,we should be ability to endure hardship

but they don't

we have 7 minutes for bathing,20 minutes for eating and more

everything we had the limits

they mutter about not enough time bathing,they have to use 20 minutes to bath..

and bla bla blaa

they're so selfish actually

i still remember last year i joined this camp too

and we just have 5 minutes to bath,15 minutes to eat

they are lucky enough but they still complain non-stop about it

everyone of them wanted to go home

teachers told them,if want to go home then quit it 

they don't want 

they are really problemistic to me

the second day 17/3/2011

my group left 17 peoples

we danced,and listen to teacher just like studying

 i felt so sorry to my parents after i listened to teacher story 

parents are granduer，they forgive us whatever fault we have done

they spent whole lifetime for us

they bring us to this world

they're not deserve to suffer alot for us but they did just because they love us

they will never tell us how tough they work

never tell us their sadness

infront of us they are forever happy

furthermore,teacher told us how suffer when our moms pregnant 

they have to overcross so much and give us birth

the day they fainted,they pain so much is the day we born out

we should treat them well (i believe everyone knew it)

but..

we understood it ,have we make it?

i think NO.

we broke their hearts without our knowledge

all the things that they do for us ,is for our own good

they'll sacrifice their everything including their life for us

but will we?

our mom never want our retaliate..

she gives us brith

she left the best for us

she take care of us

she loves us 

she always silently pay out everything for us.

should we have to bother about how much we done to her??

no..

their loving-kindness is we will never finish to pay back..

appreciate your parents,show them your love,

just give them a glass of water

they are happy enough

just help them massage 

they are comfortable enough

just we lift a finger

they are satisfied already..

this is what i learned from the second day of the camp 

=）

 at the night,i'm so miss my parents

i cried out when i listen to teacher and realize my fault

i'm so sorry for them

teacher asked me to say out 

but i refuse to it..

i just wanted to cry out and kneel down

infront of them and ask for their forgiveness

the last day 18/3/2011 (finally?)

morning wake up brush teeth ,dancing (lucky don't have chicken dance)

hahaha

10am i have to left this camp already

i have to go penang my grandma was sick 

i rush to arrange my luggage and 

i FORGOT bring back my shirt!

T-T 

i..lost it ...

THANK YOU SO MUCH
TEACHER & FRIENDS
*Including new friends*

okay~! it's time for me to hit the sack!

bye ya! ^,<

and the last

I Miss the time when we're in Camp 

=)

Camping 16-18/3/2011

uh..

the last camp for me i think

when i mention it to my father

he asked " aren't you promise me for not going to any activities?"

i said " daddy,that was interact not camp"

he said again " okay,this time daddy let you go for it but no more next time"

i was thinking ..

have i still have other chances to join it?

no more

even he approve it

our school going start the extra class soon 

and there will be in holidays too

i hate extra classes start ..

it let me have to hit the sack earlier

have to wake up in the morning 

there's no diffenrence with school days

kinda hate it

but nevermind 

just for a few months then...

i am really free with it 

wee~

i will appreciate this camp very much

the last camp 

T-T

there's free for join in 

it's vegetarian too

=)

okay,it's time for me to go bed

bye ya! 

*kinda excited but i don't kow why too* 

=)

have a nice day

Holiday!

weeee~

i'm so excited with this holiday 

maybe is the last holiday for form 5 perhaps form 3 too

*i'm not very sure about it*

after march holidays,the coming holidays we are going to start our 

school class tambahan

god!

we have NO time to rest at all

the coming holidays is like nothing to us

there is no different with school day

urgh..

i don't like it AT ALL!

i think no ones will like it

=.=

this holiday not just everyday sleep at home only

we still have plenty of homework

After holiday,

our March exam is start

Moral Folio : Tugasan Seharian

photo

we need to pass up 

BI : god,this is incredible

we have to read 2 novels in these 7 days

and make a report for it

Sejarah : Um..i think i done it but nota not at all!

Perd: my nota not even touch yet

thanks god,no account,no mathematics

and we only have 7 days to did alll..

7 days! 3 days for Camp,left 4 days!

not a holiday too

T-T

after SPM,maybe it's real holiday with no homework

and no school.

only left Freedom~!weee~

oh ya!,forget to write down about our lunch time
we finished school at 2:30pm
and guess what time we start our extra class?
3:00pm? NO
it's 2:40pm!
ONly 10 minutes to let us EAT?
when we fnish buying the food from canteen,not even eat it
we already used 10 minutes.

i hate the life with 10 minutes break for lunch time!