My 3 days Camp diaries

3 days over so freakin fast

i haven't enjoy enought yet

kinda regret for some times i didn't appreaciate the chance

okay,the first day..

convent's girls all have to seperate into 8 different group

and i am the one soo lucky,different group,different dorm!

GOD!i sleep alone 

some peoples are wicked!they occupied my sleeping place

and move away my luggage 

SHIT!

they are so annoying

they still maintain their personality eventhough they get wrong "arrogant"

i became the leader of the group which name in chinese is Zhong( 忠）

there should be 25 + person in each group

but there is so much unresponbility person they registered and then skipped

so my group left 19 .

girls are shy which i also don't know why 

(perhaps they are acting?)

haha

Kh pupils have one kind or personality 

but i don't know how to show it out

all the pupils are same personality

maybe they came from rich family,but for me

if we join in a camp,we should be ability to endure hardship

but they don't

we have 7 minutes for bathing,20 minutes for eating and more

everything we had the limits

they mutter about not enough time bathing,they have to use 20 minutes to bath..

and bla bla blaa

they're so selfish actually

i still remember last year i joined this camp too

and we just have 5 minutes to bath,15 minutes to eat

they are lucky enough but they still complain non-stop about it

everyone of them wanted to go home

teachers told them,if want to go home then quit it 

they don't want 

they are really problemistic to me

the second day 17/3/2011

my group left 17 peoples

we danced,and listen to teacher just like studying

 i felt so sorry to my parents after i listened to teacher story 

parents are granduer，they forgive us whatever fault we have done

they spent whole lifetime for us

they bring us to this world

they're not deserve to suffer alot for us but they did just because they love us

they will never tell us how tough they work

never tell us their sadness

infront of us they are forever happy

furthermore,teacher told us how suffer when our moms pregnant 

they have to overcross so much and give us birth

the day they fainted,they pain so much is the day we born out

we should treat them well (i believe everyone knew it)

but..

we understood it ,have we make it?

i think NO.

we broke their hearts without our knowledge

all the things that they do for us ,is for our own good

they'll sacrifice their everything including their life for us

but will we?

our mom never want our retaliate..

she gives us brith

she left the best for us

she take care of us

she loves us 

she always silently pay out everything for us.

should we have to bother about how much we done to her??

no..

their loving-kindness is we will never finish to pay back..

appreciate your parents,show them your love,

just give them a glass of water

they are happy enough

just help them massage 

they are comfortable enough

just we lift a finger

they are satisfied already..

this is what i learned from the second day of the camp 

=）

 at the night,i'm so miss my parents

i cried out when i listen to teacher and realize my fault

i'm so sorry for them

teacher asked me to say out 

but i refuse to it..

i just wanted to cry out and kneel down

infront of them and ask for their forgiveness

the last day 18/3/2011 (finally?)

morning wake up brush teeth ,dancing (lucky don't have chicken dance)

hahaha

10am i have to left this camp already

i have to go penang my grandma was sick 

i rush to arrange my luggage and 

i FORGOT bring back my shirt!

T-T 

i..lost it ...

THANK YOU SO MUCH
TEACHER & FRIENDS
*Including new friends*

okay~! it's time for me to hit the sack!

bye ya! ^,<

and the last

I Miss the time when we're in Camp 

=)

Camping 16-18/3/2011

uh..

the last camp for me i think

when i mention it to my father

he asked " aren't you promise me for not going to any activities?"

i said " daddy,that was interact not camp"

he said again " okay,this time daddy let you go for it but no more next time"

i was thinking ..

have i still have other chances to join it?

no more

even he approve it

our school going start the extra class soon 

and there will be in holidays too

i hate extra classes start ..

it let me have to hit the sack earlier

have to wake up in the morning 

there's no diffenrence with school days

kinda hate it

but nevermind 

just for a few months then...

i am really free with it 

wee~

i will appreciate this camp very much

the last camp 

T-T

there's free for join in 

it's vegetarian too

=)

okay,it's time for me to go bed

bye ya! 

*kinda excited but i don't kow why too* 

=)

have a nice day

Holiday!

weeee~

i'm so excited with this holiday 

maybe is the last holiday for form 5 perhaps form 3 too

*i'm not very sure about it*

after march holidays,the coming holidays we are going to start our 

school class tambahan

god!

we have NO time to rest at all

the coming holidays is like nothing to us

there is no different with school day

urgh..

i don't like it AT ALL!

i think no ones will like it

=.=

this holiday not just everyday sleep at home only

we still have plenty of homework

After holiday,

our March exam is start

Moral Folio : Tugasan Seharian

photo

we need to pass up 

BI : god,this is incredible

we have to read 2 novels in these 7 days

and make a report for it

Sejarah : Um..i think i done it but nota not at all!

Perd: my nota not even touch yet

thanks god,no account,no mathematics

and we only have 7 days to did alll..

7 days! 3 days for Camp,left 4 days!

not a holiday too

T-T

after SPM,maybe it's real holiday with no homework

and no school.

only left Freedom~!weee~

oh ya!,forget to write down about our lunch time
we finished school at 2:30pm
and guess what time we start our extra class?
3:00pm? NO
it's 2:40pm!
ONly 10 minutes to let us EAT?
when we fnish buying the food from canteen,not even eat it
we already used 10 minutes.

i hate the life with 10 minutes break for lunch time!

Everything i do,i do it for you

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Put On Makeup？

爱美了~

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                

 PS: Edited photo

怎么办？越来越爱美的说..

虽然很喜欢变美美,但又不会也不喜欢

看那些化妆的东西加上看这些东西

会让我更加爱睡..

没办法了，眼睛小

T-T

虽然说自然最好

但有哪个女孩不想变美美哦？

哈哈

不会化妆，不想，因为懒惰

但同时又想要

犹豫啊！！

想做隐形眼镜但又怕怕

我还真胆小啊..

管他的..

这些以后再打算吧！哈哈

 

PIllow-FIghting

Just have fun with pillow fighting while we're study

crazy!

Ivy and i went to xin ning's house 

for revision math 

starting we're good 

but after 2 hours

all of us decided rest for half an hour

we started our pillow fighting at that time
Ning threw me her bear
she wants her pillow which i lying on it
ahaha
and i refuse to give her
after threw at me
i throw it back too
then we start...

after 5 mins we fight
Ivy just sit at there like an audience
we stopped hitting each other
and we sit closely to plan hit ivy
hahaha
i walk to there like want to drink water
and xin ning go to take books
just act

then both of us said :
1,2,3 HIT!!!
and we hitted her
and "terkena" her eyes
make her looks like crying nia xD

hahaha
thenn we continue our war
it will not stop easily
i stand on xin ning's bed to hit her
and same goes with her too
and suddenly she fell down
Gosh..
she's fine
but twisted her leg..
kinda pain.....
haha
i really felt guilty

and we stop it
cause we don't want to have more injury
then we lying on floor
talking about ghost story...
cousin,..friendss
more and moree
hahaha

then we go home liau~hahhaah

Still at here

i thought

another year

another me

but actually i'm wrong

i'm still me

talkative

bising

and..

i'm still the coconut tree

hahaha

everything is just same

February test is starting from today

just 4 days

but they did until 6 days for almost 1 week

crazy

i have more confident on my account (hu..finally)

but addmath still sucks!

Bm (still failed)

Bi ( still B)

i tried to improve

i decided to find BM tuition 

give up for study my self

maybe i'm going ann father's tuition centre

tuition with herr
*kinda excited for it

the first time nehh...hahaha

bored bored bored..

i'm okay with everything

i feeling no more heart broken

there's only left my happiness with me

thanks god!

Thank You!

God is at myside!!!

i can't believe it at all

it's happen like a dream to me

i am so so so so so so happy

after he said he will reconsidered to give me last chance

omg..

i can't control laughing,

damn happy!!! 

all these happened

just because i have my bestie 

support me..

they asked me to never give up

let him know my love

my trust

and everything to him

he opened up my letter

he read,and touched his heart

he gave me the chance!!!

if i don't appreciate my bestie,and him

i really stupid

they get me up alot,and help me 

almost everything

they are here for me..

when i'm upset

they gave me an embrace to warmth me..

i have such a best friends

and they are

: JiaWen，XinNing,And Wei Ann

they support me whatever decision i do

thank you so much god and everyone..

idk how to describe my mood right now

it's almost happy until lost control..

hahahaa

i'm insane!!!

should i let him go?how to let it go..?

should i let him go?how to let it go..?

Answer here

be my side

god..

you will never know how much

i need you to be my side

i wish you heard this

the first time i fallin in love

when he said break,

no ones can get how pain am i.

my mind filled up with him

i don't want to break

but

he was determined to break up

the actual reason cause we broke is

trust

seriously,i don't confident that i have him

it is very hurt when your lover no trust you

it's my fault i know..

i begged him not to break

obviously,he rejected me.

we became best friends,

but i tryin to get him back 

he said wants to lead single life

i wanted text him "as you wish"

i should do it.cause i treated every guy like that 

but..i cant click sent

cause
i love him.i don't even want to lose him.

the first time i feeling like i lost everything

i have no mood to enjoy at all

i pretend nothing in front of my friends

finally,i can't endure anymore..

my tears come out by it self

i was tryin convince myself that

without him 

my life is still go on

i wanted to study as well

but when i open books,

it just like open the memories between me and him in my mind

obviously,i started skip my homework

everyday just sit at there thinking thinking and thinking

We broke the day before valentine

great !

i decided to buy a present to him and fold hearts paper to him

to show him my love and everything

Wednesday,me and jiawen went to bowling

we just play a game 

she accompany me to choose the present

i bought a bear with wrote "just for you"

i was searching for the box that i iliked

unfortunately,it doesn't have it 

i just choose the box full with loves

i went to popular buy red A4 paper

to folded hearts to him

and decided fold 99 

i really hope he can feel it..

the first time i did this things

back to school,i asked nina to help me out

write a letter to him

she helps me a  lot!

she wrote the letter just like poem

and touched me

thank you thank you so much Nina

i asked some friends that they are well in english

and they said nice,some say touched

i done everything for that present

i have no mood to study

and exam is just in next wed

i am crazy 

 

saturday coming,i going give it to him

but at the same time..

i afraid he will reject it

i can never accept the fact..

he 's so enjoy his single life,

will he going to turn him back to couple?..

he said he is sick of couple

what should i do..

i have no idea

i lost my mind when i saw he said enjoy being single..

i lost all at the same time

i lost my confident 

there is nothing to make him accept me back..

im'sorry..

i just hope we'll back to last time

i swear it not going happen it again

i knew my fault

just i don't have change to make up everything  

anymore..

so..

god

please

bless me will be successful

i would do anything

as long as he's back to me

狮子座

狮子座女生爱胡思乱想，疑心重，一句普通的话，思来想去，咬文嚼字，就变了意思了。 她们的心思都特别细腻，能够清楚地察觉别人心里想什么和对她的看法，但从不去算计别人，不仅她们不愿意，而且想多了会 感到头痛，她们最怕麻烦。讨厌谁就大大咧咧说出来，说得很激烈，一点也不顾及，但多半只是发表自己的看法，不会恶毒地 诅咒，并且说完后就忘了。别人一旦可怜兮兮地说几句话，她们又会善良慈悲泛滥成灾。 她们对于别人的事情通常很不屑，但如果是自己喜欢的男生，她们就很麻烦了，比如说会暗中打听关于他的一切事，他的曾 经，喜欢过他的所有女生，和他玩的好的人。但从不动声色，不让人察觉，你无法不佩服她们高超的暗中侦查能力。 她们喜欢分享，最喜欢和朋友扯闲谈，如果哪天她不再愿意和自己的朋友一天到晚聊自己喜欢的男生聊得天花乱坠时，那么她 一定不再喜欢你了。 狮子座女生喜欢高调，喜欢张扬，喜欢自己喜欢的男生站在楼下大声而热烈的告白，她们最喜欢大方的男生，她们坚信，如果 一个男生不愿意将自己对她的感情公诸于世，那么一定不会是真心的。 狮子座女生通常都不喜欢说肉麻的语言，即使说也是百分百的真心，从不敷衍，甚至有时候说完这些话，她们会不敢看你的眼 睛，不敢听你的回话，因为她们自己都觉得太酸，有些无法忍受，但因为是心里最真实的感受，所以还是勉为其难的告诉你表 达出来了。如果她总对你说那些酸酸的话，那么恭喜你，你很幸运，得到了她百分百的真爱，也请你珍惜。 狮子座女生很清高，总是一副出淤泥而不染的模样，但你真正和她相处久了，会发现她真的有一种很独特的气质，很独一无二 的可爱，她们总是犯迷糊，她们大多很幽默，总让你偶尔想起她说的话便忍俊不禁。她们的确很可爱，但她们从不愿意承认， 也不喜欢别人总说她们可爱，因为她们走的是淑女路线，追求的是女人韵味。 狮子座女生总喜欢装作一副很成熟的样子，其实她们骨子里就散发着一种幼稚气息。她们会喜欢看很小的时候看的无聊肥皂电 视剧，她们会很喜欢看卡通频道，特别喜欢看动画片。 她们或许长得并不是那么精致，但一定有独特的韵味，让人想要多看一眼。即使她们并不是那么美丽，但也一定会有追求者围 绕在她们身边，正是因为从她们身上散发着那种高贵的皇族气质，正是因为她们骨子里的那份不同于别的女孩的封建保守，正 是因为她们所崇尚的矜持，让她们变成了无数异性眼里最理想的对象。 喜欢狮子座的男生们从不会抱有玩玩的态度，他们都会很认真，很执着，因为我们的狮狮的确有值得他们这样深爱的地方。 狮子座女生一旦认准了一个人，便会执着而忠贞地去爱，自古痴情女子，也许狮子座居多。但她们如果觉得你不值得爱，那么 你就没有一丁点机会了，无论你追个十年八年，她们都不会动心。不过狮子座女生不愿意别人把她们的爱称作是追求，她们从 小就有一种观念，女生不能主动追求男生。她们的思想太封建，太保守，也正是因为这样，让她们看上去更与众不同，更可 爱。收到不喜欢的男生的表白，她们会马上拒绝，也许别人会认为她狠心，无情。其实最正义最善良的就是她，她们坚信长痛 不如短痛，与其让别人无望地爱着自己，不如放开他们给他们机会去追求别人，找到真正属于自己的幸福。 狮子座女生很迟钝，“我喜欢你”这四个字是一道栅栏，分割在喜欢与不喜欢之间。如果不表白，任你说再多甜蜜的话，什么 你是我心里的唯一，你是我最重要的人，你是我最想去守护的人等等，她也只会把你当普通朋友，甚至会认为你在故意玩弄暧 昧，会觉得你这个人不认真，很花花肠子。一旦你说出了那句话，如果她也喜欢着你，那么一切就都变了，你会发现平时喜欢 喜欢一个狮子座女生，就应该有十足的耐心，如果你对她表现出一点点不耐烦，那么虽然她们会伤心到痛彻心扉，依旧会离开 你，不再理你。 狮子座女生一旦断了一段感情，就决不可能回头，她们的字典从来就没有“后悔”这个词，虽然她们会回忆，会难过，会心 痛，但也一定不会愿意去再爱一次，再痛一次，她们最怕伤害。或许分手后的她们在别人面前还是一副快乐的模样，甚至谈论 以前的他时还会适当地参与几句，适当地笑笑，一副淡然的模样。但谁又看到过她们躲在被子里哭泣到天亮？ 很少有人看到狮子座女生的眼泪的，她们从不爱在别人面前哭。她们只会躲在被窝里，只愿意把脆弱的一面展现给自己。如果 一个狮子座女生为你哭了，让你看到她的眼泪了，请你珍惜她，那不是她们在博取同情，那是一个内心骄傲清高却最脆弱的女 生不得已的无奈。 狮子座女生没有安全感，渴求安全感，如果你真的爱她，就请注意自己的行为，一个小小的对异性有些亲密的举动会让她们心 碎。而狮子座女生很有原则，为了你，她可以傻到疏远那些以前很合得来的异性。 狮子座女生，从不做作，她们真实，她们善良富有同情心。 她们珍视感情，她们的心里充满感情，因爱而冷漠，因爱而防备， 她们专情，痴情，她们有原则，矜持而保守。 她们气质高贵，行为举止大方得体，随时注意自己的形象，走路的姿势。 她们偶尔迷糊，可爱到让人忍不住想捧在手心里珍惜。 她们追求完美，把一切做到最好。 她们富有同情心，心胸宽广，坦荡没有心机。 她们多愁善感，却又不拘小节， 她们身上聚集了一切女性身上优良的特性，她们骨子里充满了女性的温柔。 她们崇尚古典美，她们有种东方古典佳人的韵味，不喜另类。 她们做事高调，做人却最低调，不喜欢炫耀。 她们有着强烈的正义感，高度的自尊，她们热爱自己的国家。 她们不从众，她们有着独特并不动摇的爱好， 她们自卑的同时却也自信。 给她一个最温暖，最快乐的世界，把她当小孩子一样照顾，守护，对她有百分百的耐心， 这样你会发现，她慢慢地变得无所戒备，她收起了她那锋利的是狮子爪，展现出了她最温柔可爱的一面。 和狮子座女生在一起的日子，最幸福…… *copy*

What will you do to show your love,care?

What will you do to show your love,care?

Answer here

Valentine is nothing

i saw some post

i read some post

there is about valentine..

what is valentine for?

there is nothing

and no more for me..

And..

today is sunny day

but ..

in my eyes

it is raining day

i have no mood to look at the sky

what is the day for if there is without "someone"

i found some great quotes

and i copy paste into my facebook

all i hope..

just want "someone" to read it..

yeah right,

                                 A second chance doesn't mean anything if you haven't learned from your first mistake.

now 

i know my mistake ,

but there is no more chances ..

and ..

now i got a post it is so meaningful to me

"It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with you that makes me happy." 

i believe we have lots memories

we can count as tonne xD

Lots of memories; some good, some bad. But as long as they're with you, they're the best I've ever had

 

that is what i want to say to him..

and please give a chance to let me prove that my love to him..

god,..please help me to let him give me a chance..

i will do what i promised..

i regret,i learn,i wish..

just want him back.

there is no more peoples to replace..

but he still keep on saying 

he believes someday i will meet it

...i hate this..

NOW ,what i want is just His love

come back to me...

please..

 

                                                     

         

n

 

Smile =)

Smile,=)

when you meet problem.

it will go away ..

but..

there is so much problem 

come forward to me

i don't know why

i smile as sweet as honey

just wanted the problem go away from me

is that appearance so important??

why should i keep on care about it??

i don't take breakfast,i wanted to skip my luch

if i can.

but all i did for??

just for the appearance..

i'm tired to carrying this anymore

but i can't put it down

i just hope everything will be fine..

New Year Mood

The First Day of chinese new year 

is so boring to me

 

stay at home

and over-slept 

luckily,my cousin reached here was evening

 

we went to grandpa's house to take red packet

and drink so much Shandy

* oh my god,i Love Anglia Shandy!*

i drank Shandy in almost every places that i visited..

holiday have been one week plus

but i still haven't done my homework

there is no reason ..

just because of my lazyness

and i..

keep on watching anime

 

i have no mood for study anymore..

arghh..

i hope it will stop it when CNY finish..

God Please!

 

 

Sometimes , anonymouss agak annoying kan ? tp ade some of anonymous yang baik , tnye soalan yang masuk akal , am i right ? :)

yeah.=)

Ask me anything

Wavin Hand to January

waving my hand to January ,2011

we are going to step in February 2011 

not very sad but kinda..

it means that Spm is nearer 

i don't have to count down 

but when i open my eyes

looking at the calender 

indirectly it just like count down for me!

February activities:

Chinese New Year

February Test

and So on..

all the activities i can remember just

these two

others i totally forget it

how many shirts you bought for  chinese new year?

firstly,i don't plan to buy many for it

cause i knew i less go out to get more "ang Pow"

i hopin this year "ang Pow" is more than last year

that is my every year wish list!

starting,i bought 4 shirts when the dates are still in 2010

after into 2011

shopping for new year is common activities

i bought the other 4 shirts when we are just planning for looking

they gave a big discount for the shirts

of course we don't make them and self sad right?XD

Finally

I Thanks to god 

make the calender goes so fast

and now it's 

a new year

Chinese New Year

and 

a week + holiday

I am glad that Malaysia don't have 

spring,summer,fall and winter

but sometimes i do hope for

that..

new year

new solution

the first time,i went to our activity club

which is Bowling Templin

Yes! Finally,i am in with it!

i do love bowling but because of shy,and don't have chinese there

but this year,i don't care anymore

i went there with Jiawen

both of us are very special there

*kinda Perasan*

not we are great in there

just we are the only two chinese inside the Club

we ignore this and 

attend the activity happily~!

 

Yeeaahhh!

kinda narcissism

Yeah,It's me!

i knew it,i kinda narcissism 

but i cant stop it.

Aha!

i had try my very best for thinking

someone good points,

no one are perfect. 

Yeah! it's truee

it is soo true

but it's hard to ignore the person

who i  hate so much

about her bad point

i'm not gossip about her right now

i just...

i can't see her good point AT ALL

maybe i hate too much...

i don't know!

All i know is..defeat her

in result instead of

quarrel,or fighting..

good girls don't fight 

=)

February test nearer and nearer

can i go far away from this test?

there is no way to avoid..

i try my best to revision the subject 

that i learn in school.

i really hope to get better resultt..

i don't see my way

but

i know i have to study well

there is one bright way for my future

and that is my path

but i don't interested with it 

*ahem,now trying to build my interest.*

or ..

i should go on adventure with it 

full with my interest,my dream??

i am confuse,i don't know ..

Ill Visited me

Oh shit!

i think because  i don't drink water??

ahaha

absolutely!i dislike drink sky juice

because :

it is colourless,no sweets

it just like drinking medicine for me..

but now

i really taste the bitterness of medicine

it's totally different with waters

indeed,water is better

but it's too late to discover it

Sore Throat,headache,fever,body pain,bone pain..

oh my god..

almost every parts of my body are pain

i knew that is the consequences of not drinking water

by the way,i still can online for writing those things..

instead of lying at the bed..

i really hope i'll recover faster. 

i'm suffering  

:(

No more coconut tree

it's no more and no more

a coconut tree on my head.

yeah,last year it's my trade mark

i don't even want to chop down

and i didn't =)

but my hair grow longer and longer

make me lose my coconut tree

now it's turn into ...

a black fountain

(because my hair was black)

indeed,it is impossible to get silver

my school abandon to dye hair

but i think only for chinese and indian

because we show our hair

it's kinda sad for losing my coconut tree..

i don't make it fountain anymore

i make "pao" on my head

xD

Just 17

when we're in 7 years old

we hoping to be 17

but when we're in 17

we hope to be 7 years old

7 years old
enjoying childhood

1st time stepped into primary school,standard 1

15 years old

still in honeymoon life,the third year in secondary school form 3

we had to Faced PMR

17 years old

life full with homework,worries

last year for secondary school form 5

no more honeymoon or else

SPM just in-front of us

"when there is a will,there is the way"

i have the will,but i don't see the way..

  

step forward bravely without turning back.

정말 ..미쳤다..(真的疯了）

i really thinking that i am crazy

i have nothing to do today..

feel bored to watch tv

feel bored to play games

feel bored to take photo

i have nothing to do.

i open up my sejarah book 

chapter 9 which is my teach is going discuss with us

i translate it into chinese and type in microsoft

going to print out soon

but isn't whole chapter 9

just until 9.2.

i have confident that my teacher is not going to 9.3 

this week

so..

i giving myself to understand what is chapter 9 about.

i really hope have a book which is about form 5 Sejarah

and it is in chinese version.

have this kind book appear in bookstoree?

nope.

all is in malay version.

i wondering how the books like in keat hwa or sin min

天使与恶魔

每个人都拥有一位小天使和一位恶魔

 自然的，我们通常都是被小天使守护着..

当然我们是看不到它们的存在的..

不论我们在想些什么，小天使通通都知道，

当然当我们心里存有善良的心，想做善事

小天使就会鼓励我们去做

不过..

当我们心里存有坏念头,

小天使会用尽力气阻止我们，

如果坏念头的力量太大,

小天使的力量慢慢的减少,

反之,恶魔的力量就增加，

这个时候，恶魔就会乘机赶走了守护我们的的小天使，

恶魔就独占与控制了我们的心思..

天使不断的告诫我们，

“当我们说一个谎言时..

有时候需要更大的谎言来掩饰..

一个谎言接一个谎言的掩饰下去,

谎言的雪球就会不断的增大..，

最后大到无法掩饰了，

谎言就会被揭穿了..”

当我们被恶魔占据了心思时

并不是没办法把它取走..

只是我们必须遇到某些事情或得到某些教训..

觉悟了

恶魔就无法继续呆在我们的身边了..

自然的我们就会被新的小天使守护了..

当我们被怒火冲昏了头时，产生了

坏念头，小天使会变得更虚弱..

恶魔就会在我们的身边徘徊..

当我们在生气时,

我们的眼睛已容不下任何人..

只看到自己了..

所以不论如何，

我们都应该冷静的思考后

再行动..

=）

你真的相信世间上有天使与恶魔的存在吗？

Good-Bye 2010 And Sweet 16

it's time to say goodbye to 2010

it gave me  sweet 16 in 2010

i met any kind of peoples,

look through much peoples

knowing more friends 

all happened in 2010

it will stay in my memory

Welcome Sweet 17 in 2011

to me

it is an important year

it will decide my way 

and..

my future

it's time to change myself into
more mature
more understanding
more diligent
more and more things
it is my hope.

 Happy New Year

in 2010,whole world received unlucky and maybe

it's our Earth Mother Revenge to us

keep on happening natural disaster,

it's sad to heard it.

Hope all of this will End it in 2010 Only

2011 is New Year

New Hopes

New Life

New Inspiration

At the End,

Happy New Year to Everyone 

=)

I'm Sorry

To all my friends,

if i did/said anything make you feel annoying,

i'm sorry..

i really don't mean to hurt people's feeling

most stuff i said just kidding,no offense.

if you take it as serious,please tell me.

i will behave.

please tell me 

i need to know my weakness

and ..
I'll try my best to change..

I want to be a Brand-new Sandy Tan in 2011

different with 2010 Sandy Tan

Thank You
=)

New Year

New Year,

Forget last year words,

because it's belong to last year,

New Year,

It's Gave me a big hope

to myself

I can fulfill my dreams or cant

it's depend on myself

it's a big pressure to myself

i know,but i have to

because it's my dream.

Relax,

i lose it long time ago,

i forgot what is the feeling,

i knew i'll forget my dream if i really relaxing,

so..

i prefer pressure instead of Relax..

i hope i really can do well in this year 2011,

i believe i can do it,

if i really want to.

bears is the one who always be my side

This Winnie The Pooh it is my Birthday present 2009

 Angie Tan Gave me This Winnie Pooh,i Love it 

i appreciate it.

We were Bestie last year..

It's A simple Bear but full with FriendshipLove

 Angie Law Gave me this bear 2009 too,

both angie give bears.

photo with bears

Jia Wen tomato Give me bear too but it's 2010

haha,i love these 3 bears

Even though just simple bear,you guys gave me

but i feel your hearts.

maybe we aren't good as last year we do

but the love still remain same.

Merry Christmas Again

"Jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way! 

O what fun it is to ride  

In a one-horse open sleigh"

It's the end of the year again

i heard people says

prepare an apple in front of you

and wait until 

12:00 am on 25 December 

then Eat it.

you'll get a very rough year

i don't know 

it's true or just a lie

well,Wish all of you

Merry Christmas

sleep tight,and wake up in the morning

you'll get your present 

from Santa Claus

Remember go under the tree check it out your present 

Holiday

Holiday going say bye-bye to me soon 

i didn't go anywhere other than alor star

all the places i visited just one day trip

i envy all my friends have a great time in this holiday 

but i don't jealousy

i gave myself a great time too

for working at own shop

it's the first experience i work in own shop

we opened 2002

but it is the first year holiday i go for working

playing with wild dogs

i found out they are cute too

wild cats

i don't touch them before

but now

i play with them when i'm free

i have own cat in shop too 

which is Tommy 

it is a tom cat

it's sleep when we are working.

such a lazy cat.

haha

 

once,when you were very frightened ,what happened ?

when the member of family happen something.

Ask me anything

how do feel about your appearance?

Looks Silly,ugly person.

Ask me anything

A Big shock from my daddy.

Sound Great ?
not a good surprise..

but before we attend the party,my dad was vomited blood..
we were so curious and worry " what's going to my dad?"

i didn't cry but i almost cry..
my mind keep on thinking like happened on TV Drama Series,they vomit blood and get the news that they are having 3rd cancel.. *don't watch too much Drama,..=.=

i cant even imagine what if we really lose my dad..
my dad told me in the car while we heading to KMC
he said ' Sand,If Daddy really happen anything,daddy told mummy to sold out all the things he got and bring us to vacation,spent it on our education"
(i was tryin to stop my tear coming out)
he continue..
"he wants us to live in the world happily,because without him our live still need to go on.."
( i cant stop my tears..i really afraid to lose him.)

But..
i just replied him " daddy,it won't happen anything on you..god always be with us,you'll be fine"
actually,i really afraid to accept if really happened

We Reached KMC..
my daddy went to have a CT Scan his chest and throat ..

thanks god it's really nothing with my daddy,just Infection in his lung...

 HAHA.

I LOVE YOU DADDY!!

Would you rather swim in a pool or the ocean?

I prefer Ocean,because i can wear casual ..instead of swimsuit.

Ask me anything

Will A Friendship Remain Whole life time?

Will A Friendship Remain Whole life time?

Answer here

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/SandSandDy

Moral Folio at Xin Ning's House

         Weee.. we are showing off the bearss!!HAHAHA
*Ps: this is my favourite photo among all of the photos.

i love the bearr~!!

 ehem..i think Ning's sister might get mad to her,seriously.we ruined up her sister bed and hers..
but but but..
we have clean up too..

just worried that her sister see those photo that we ruined her bed!

HAHA.

Did you see the Toy Xin Ning taking? that's her sister baby..


hmmm..

we aren't there to play and show off that toy
we are there to do our homework MORAL

Moral Homework is the reason that we were there..

we planned it kinda long time to work it out together

since XinNing no transport and no ones can fetch so..

we turned to her house to done this jobb..

but we work around 30 minutes*hmm i  think..

then we start to taking photo as souvenir ..

HAHA..

started Now (without Bear at the first)

obviously,our Miss  tomato pop out her red facee againn..HAHA 

we retake again because our tomato was too late to put her style *peace xD

 

Soon,XinNing took out her bear bears

some are funny,like Black monkey *ps: i don't take photo on it :'(

this is Jiawen and Mee~but Jiawen was too shy,she took away my bear...=.=

i revenge on her after she took my bearr,but no longer she hit me back and XinNing take the photo without our knowing..

PLEASE! beware of Jiawen! xD

And at the last...

 i just done 3/4 of my moral 1st Essay!! hahaha
play more than my work..

but i didn't regret xDD

i learn a lesson,don't make Jiawen Mad xD


i having a good day with them 13/12/2010


And XinNing asked me to wish

Our Nick Nick Happy birthday,she was sorry cant tell you because she cant online.

:D and Annick Birthday is on 14/12 ..which means that it's today!haha

Happy Birthday Annick,you are growing Olderr~weee xDD

I have a super-daddy

Hey,Everyone. This is my daddy who strong as superman . XD

Look!! he can bring up ladder by one finger,it's cool right??





guess what? ..

here is the secret..

actually that ladder not that heavy larr..
  xD


haha but i really proud to be super-dad's Daughter.hahaha

i still live in the dream that my dad built for me," He is Super-Dad.He can handle anything."

my dad is my idol,he has a good sense of humor
because of him our childhood full with laughter.he made us laugh non-stop.he can make everything looks funny.
he likes to give people some funny nicknames at the same it's match


AND


the most important thing, he don't know Mandarin.
usually we used hokkien speak to him.but now,he is learning,he keep on using hokkien and straight translate into mandarin,he made us laugh all the time.

where he is,there is the place full with laughter.




I love him much more than everyone

I wont' Cry

I Won't Cry ..
I Won't Cry

I Promise Myself  do not cry while you are leaving
and now
i did it.

i don't Cry not mean i am cold-blood person.

i do not self to cry because if i cried means that you won't come back here and we won't meet anymore

:D

so..

i have a feeling that you will come back,we will meet again..


Lovvee Youuu

i need help

Anyone else know about teenage love comedy movie??
i am so bored when i just back to my house
open laptop,online,watch same movie.

i addicted to Uk teenage comedy movie
everyday searching for it but the answer still the same.
any new movie??
 i like "Angus,Thong And Perfect Snogging".
watch it ,it is awesome.

but i couldn't search similar movie with it..

it's about  friend,love,and family..

i love it..

i need it more moviee..

i don't touch my book.

i like Oliver James,Aaron Johnson,Sterling Knight and so on..

all of them are so cool..

Aaron Johnson is married .＂:(

FIrst and never be end

i had a such great time with snapynick lau,tomato Jiawen , Xin Ning, Chzeyan,Azira,Wei Ann,Amal,Nicole,darvina,moon,(for those Girls)
and we have a great time too right? Adesh,Iqbal,And Andy,ken

i love this moment so muchh..
i couldn't express how much i appreciate this moment that we had been together.

we will together play again right?

i love everyone,even though we just know each other for 6-7 months.
i appreciate all of you.

nicky,you will be with us.
no matter where you are,our hearts be with you and never leave.

once we start the friendship,we shall continue it until forever.
i hope our friendship same too.
appearance will change,but hearts to you all won't change.

wherever you are,no matter in happy/sad/emo/high,
please don't forget us.
we all are here for you.


i don't know how to express it seriously,maybe my words are kinda weird,..
but i really really like a friends like you.

i regret,when form2 i should know you,but i don't.
i regret why the year that i know you,and you are leaving..

here for you. nicky lau

i like this party,but it's too bad..
it is farewell..

but,we will meet again.

love you.

Complicated Mood

What am i thinking of??
i really have no idea with my mind..

don't ever tell me you scare i treat u cool
you are the one who don't want to join us
 stop acting lar,geli tau tak?eshh,..

we asked you ,but you no response.
you can just come and talk,and why would you come and sit down quietly ?
what is that means??

and reach home,ask my friends why we treated you cool??

Friends,
i just know you around 1 year,and i realize you are so cunning.
you have a lot your reason,that we cannot win,
you said you scare your mom,but why sometimes you can lie to her?

if you want to have a relationship with others,just go ahead.
but,don't act.

someday they will know the truth.

Bbye,emo.

i think everyone wouldn't think that i emo.
yeah,u guys are right.hahaha

i don't like emo
if you going act emo,please leave me million miles away..

i don't like the feel,you will spoiled my mood if you acting.

i hate that person who spoiled my mood,i hope ya know . =)

if you're acting just want people's sympathy,then go act infront for those person like to comfort you

don't ever near me , i antipathy with that Emo 

i know your motive,baby.so..
when you're acting,i won't go comfort you

you wanted to play as a cunning people,u don't know u hurt me deeply by this way.

yes,i admit.i get hurt!

but i won't act infront of all peoples and get their sympathy.

i like happiness instead of EMO.

EMO?

this word never came out in my Dictionary.
=)

so,
leave me ya when you are going act

原来.

原来..
你一直在我面前扭曲事实..
原来..
你是在伪装,只为了博取别人的同情..
原来..

我觉得我们距离并不是我想象中的那么亲近..
我以为我们是好朋友..但是你打破了我对你的信任..

我
痛恨人家在我面前虚伪..
假情假意的对我好,只为了破坏我们,抢走了我的朋友..

我一直以为只是自己敏感..
原来并不是..

我很相信你,为什么要这样对我？..
难道只为了满足你的大小脾气？..
go to hell!,真是对你失望透顶！

 你每次虚假的装可怜，我都知道..
你要的只是人家的关注..
你并没有想你的表面那样天真.


你知道当我知道情节并不是你被欺负是的感觉吗？

我很惊讶，失望的感觉慢慢的侵入我的心..
强忍着的眼泪，不让流下..
我不想让自己的伤心盖过开心..
=)

还好我并没有忧郁症..XD

你听过疯人说自己是疯子吗？

这是一样的故事 =D

你要我朋友拿去吧，我无话可说.
请你记得这一天.

你要炫耀,去吧！对,我不如你有钱，没本钱去炫耀。
你要人家同情，去吧！虚情假意的朋友我不稀罕..


我不会忘记的，谢谢你哦！
这次的教训.

要听父母的话哦！远离奸人！.
=）

只想做一个简单的人.

我什么都不想要了只想要做一个简单的人

就不会那么痛苦了。

因为思想过度复杂吧，导致整天胡思乱想，

当我们每天都思想复杂时，白头发就慢慢出来了

过了不久..整头都是了..

想那么多干嘛呢，难道发生事情了 我们一直想想想就会自己的解决吗？

答案是不会！

所以现在起我要做简单的人！！

我会把我讨厌的人慢慢化解，我才发现讨厌一个人是那么的累！..

不要了，太累了！..

还有对于看不开的人请看开吧·，不是你的就放开吧

让双方都自由，对双方都好..

还有我很好奇的是...

疯人会说自己是疯子吗？
...

不会对吧？..

 算了吧~忘了一切不满

做一个简单的人，哪怕太天真

不想对每天太多的疑问

用一个孩子的本能，听你说这愿望的可能！


真心爱过谁，都需要感谢

真的要告别，就别太纠结.