"blur blur" with myself

i feel i am so different with last time?
yea,getting fatter and fatter
hmm,that's just appearance.

last time i love to hang out with friends no matter girls or boys
but now,i want to close myself in my room.dont even want to get out from it.
i would hang out with girls,but i feel something diferent when i heard guys are going too.i would suddenly change my mood and feeling not well to hanging out with.

oh my god!

maybe just because work and makes me feel tiring ?
i hope it is really like that

i'm so so so lazy to updated my blog,
i feel nothing to write.nothing to share.


everything just so different.